Niall "your 20 years of age Niall i'm just worried over whether you can handle all this" my mum shouts down the phone to me i roll my eyes watching Aria as she looks in amazement of Harry clapping his hands in front of her "of course i can, and even if i couldn't i have no choice" i tell her to which she just scoffs "she's ran out a few weeks after she came back" my mum screams i groan throwing my head back my spar hand covering half my face. after Jade cried a few nights ago and told me how she couldn't face being in the public eye we put Aria to bed and went asleep ourselves but when i woke up the next morning she was gone not with any of the girls not been seen just completely disappeared apart from one text telling me that she just needed some time that everything was too much and she'll be back when she's ready, of course the media was all over it when the little mix account announced that Jade wouldn't be performing due to 'injuries' for a little while and there's already speculation all over again over everything that's happened you really can't win in this industry. "i can cope and your not helping so i have to go" i groan ending the phone call and tossing my phone on the couch i then feel arms wrap around my shoulders "your allowed to struggle Ni were all here to help you remember" Leigh tells me holding me tightly i just nod my hands wrapped around her arms my eyes focused on my baby girl while my eyes fill with tears "let it out" Leigh sighs rubbing my hands with her thumb "but i promise you Aria and Jade will get the happy ending you deserve" she whispers i just nod letting a few tears escape. i have to stay strong for Arias sake she has to be my main priority everything else becomes second to her but it's hard to let your pain out when your constant attention is on her and makes you feel worse once you go to bed at night but it doesn't matter how i feel because as long as Aria is okay then nothing else matters. Leigh comes and sits next to me on the couch pulling me so i can rest my head against her shoulder she uses one hand to play with my hair one wrapped around my shoulders, and just when everything is peaceful the hotel door bursts open all our band mates flooding through the door including Alex, Jake, Dani and Eleanor "hi guys" Liam sympathetically smiles at me i quickly wipe my tears away putting a smile on my face "hi" i smile back watching Perrie pick Aria up making her squeal Louis comes to my side dropping pizzas on the table in front of us "we thought we could have a little piss up if you like?" he shrugs making me laugh as Alex and Jake place drinks down next to the pizzas, as much as i love and appreciate things like this it's also the last thing i want to do because drinking is meant to be when your happy and having fun, not when your feeling depressed. ——————— i place a blanket down over Jesy standing back and looking at them all peacefully asleep everyone scattered all over the living room empty pizza boxes and bottles everywhere. i walk into the bedroom looking into Arias cot making her squeal when she sees me "come on babs"i smile picking her up i pull the quilt away fixing the pillows and placing her in the bed i get into next to her while she cuddles me i reach over grabbing my phone and quickly looking through instagram jesymix14
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jesymix14 ❤️ @/jakeroche danipeazer
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danipeazer got to say i love my boyfriends tour life✌🏻 louist91
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louist91 i prefer pepsi personally @/eleanorcalder normathirlwallreal
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normathirlwallreal my beauty❤️ i stare at the last picture trying to make out if it's new or old, if it's new i imagine the media have already blew up the fact that Jade doesn't seem very injured if it's old it won't even be bothered with. but it's new and Jade is gonna get a lot of hate for it because no one knows how she's truly feeling how she needed a break from reality the sad thing is she hasn't answered one call or text neither has norma they don't know how Aria is doing or how i'm doing and i have to say it hurts niallhoran
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