Niall i watch Jesy as she dresses Aria, it's been two days since i had my surgery and i was really struggling doing everything on my own so my first instinct was to ring everyone. no ones heard from Jade since we talked and i'm getting more and more worried because no matter how much she hurt me i still care about her and i still love her and i do want her back in my life i just can't right now, i do feel bad because no one even has an idea of where she is or what she's doing and i can't help but be curious of that and how she's coping. "all done and ready for bed" Jesy smiles at Aria making her giggle i just smile as Jesy lays her down in her cot "goodnight beautiful" i whisper kissing her forehead Jesy smiling at me and rubbing my back, everyone's been so sympathetic towards me and it is nice but at the same time i'd rather things just be normal and back to the way they were. "how are you really doing?" Jesy asks as we walk out of the room i just shrug slowly following her down the stairs "i'm in pain physically and mentally" i try to laugh a little she shakes her head a tiny smile on her face as she does, i try to laugh because as much as i am feeling the pain i do just want everyone to be positive around me but it seems impossible for them to do that right now. we join everyone in the living room everyone stopping and watching us as we sit down "she okay?"Perrie asks we both just nod everyone's eyes going back to the screen and i realise there all watching the gossip channel once again, we've all always liked to watch this just to laugh at the amount of bullshit that they come out with especially when we know someone personally and know the truth behind the bullshit. "and Jade Thirlwall is finally spotted after cheating rumours" the tv says my eyes widening and everyone freezing and staring at me "everyone was shocked to see pictures of Jade with her ex after how adorable her and Niall Horan are, but since she hasn't been spotted with Niall who she also shares a baby with" i chew my lip it's not nice to be reminded by a total stranger "but the singer has finally been spotted out in London without her boyfriend,daughter or band mates making people speculate if she wasn't by Nialls side through his knee surgery" i just stare at the picture as it pops up "pause it" i exclaim Louis instantly grabbing the remote. i try to study the picture her hair is down and blowing in the wind, her eyes look baggy and hurt she looks like she's been crying a little i try to look at what's around her but i can't really make out where it is, i just want to know where she is because i wanna talk to her i wanna tell her that everything will be okay in the end because i want it to be. "oh god" Leigh mutters all eyes turning to her her whole face in shock "what?"Perrie asks her Leigh making a face at her and then looking at the picture and making Perrie gasp i give them both a confused look as Jesy then comes to a realisation to "what?" i exclaim looking at Jesy next to me she shakes her head wrapping one arm around me and rubbing my arm "fuck" Perrie mutters chewing her lip everyone looking as equally confused as me they must know where she is but i'm guessing it's not a good place for her to be either Leigh then stands up coming over to me and crouching down in front of me i just lick my lips taking a deep breath "it looks like Jade is in a place she shouldn't be" Leigh sighs grabbing my hands and rubbing her thumbs against them my chest feeling like there collapsing on me "it looks like that's where Jeds mum lives" niallhoran
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