Jade "guilty..what? why?" Perrie exclaims at me i grip onto the edge of the sink as tight as i can my heart racing i would have rather have not said anything already "because i'm taking his fun years away from him" i exclaim tears streaming down my face as my head just drops back to looking at the floor she just sighs coming to my side an rubbing my back "no your not" she shakes her head taking a deep breath "he agreed to do this with you and he wanted to do it if he was more bothered about hhaving fun he wouldn't have" she tells me wiping my tears i sigh my breathing becoming a little unsteady she wraps her arms around my shoulders resting her head on my shoulder rubbing my arm with her thumb "he's literally just become an adult and i threw this on him when he was still a teenager" i exclaim my head going in my hands shaking it "the most mature teenager i've ever known"Perrie says lifting her head i look at her, her eyes looking a dark blue she seems really sad but also frustrated "i mean i've never meet someone as mature as Niall for his age" she shrugs letting go of me and playing with her hands "whenever i was with them on tour and i was sad Niall always had the best advice and always sat by my side until i was okay" she tells me her eyes concentrated on her hands "we once stayed up really late on the tour bus talking about what we wanted in the future he told me how he wanted kids and a wife but he never thought he was gonna be lucky enough to get that" she sighs looking up to the ceiling a heart broken look on her face a few years forming in her eyes too. i guess when it comes to Nialls insecurity she knows a lot more than me he's never really gone properly into it with me i think it was because he didn't want to seem weak to me and i know his past few girls didn't like it but i know we all have them and it doesn't make him 'less of a man' as him and probably every other man think. "you should have seen his smile when he told me you guys were together, but his smile when he found out you were gonna have a baby, it's the happiest i've ever seen him" she shakes her head looking into my eyes "it would probably break his heart if he heard you say this" she mumbles she checks herself in the room fixing her hair and wiping her eyes and then starts to walk away but stops when she gets to the door "i promise you, your giving him everything he's ever wanted" she sighs and walks out i look down putting my hands under my bump feeling even worse now. pregnancy has made my mind go crazy it's making me over think things ten times more then i ever did, it makes my sad moods sadder but my happy moods so much happier but i know i couldn't do all this without Niall he's been the biggest help in the world and me even slightly criticising him is ridiculous because if i didn't have him i would generally be lost. i wipe my tears and quickly glance in the mirror making sure there's no mascara down my cheeks i take a deep breath and walk back out to the table but when i get there everyone but Jesy have gone my heart sinking and the tears forming back up in my eyes she sighs standing up grabbing Nialls jacket from my chair and wrapping her arms around me "don't worry petal he didn't wanna leave but everyone forced him he's not angry i promise" she says handing me his jacket i wouldn't blame him if he stays out all night and i don't see him till half way through Christmas day he deserves it after all "how about we go to yours and have a nice little pamper night ready for tomorrow?" she asks me i just simply nod wrapping his jacket around my shoulders getting ready to put it over my head and just thinking how he deserves so much better than me. jesymix14
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jesymix14 pamper before christmas!!❤️ jadeameliabadwi: 😘😘😘
