Jade Perrie looks at me probably the most sympathetically she ever has it's been a week since me and Niall decided to announce the pregnancy but since i've had nothing but bad messages and i know Perries had a lot of that in the past too so i decided she was the best person to go to. "you know they say all these horrible things wish things they should never wish people" she sighs messing with her hands and concentrating on them. she found it so difficult that she would delete social media on her phone a lot and we would find her most nights crying her eyes out and even though most fans would give her nice positive comments there would always be that couple few nasty ones that would get to her and it wasn't fair. she looks up at me her eyes a little watery "but you just have to remind yourself that these are people who most of the time are just jealous of you, mainly because of who your dating because they wish it was them" she shrugs, jealousy is everyones worst trait we all feel it and can get really nasty and bitter without realising or meaning it we've all done it before and we can't help it and we hurt people a lot. "i suppose i just don't want the baby to have to experience that" i mumble putting my hands on my tiny bump she sighs coming and sitting next to me she wraps her arm around my shoulders pulling me close to her i rest my head on my shoulder and just allow my tears to fall down my cheeks while she holds me. "they won't, i hope people would know better than that" she whispers stroking my hair she then lifts my head up wiping my tears away "but when i was going through it and it got to it's worst, Zayn tweeting really helped" she mumbles rolling her eyes saying his name making me laugh slightly "i'm not saying Niall should right now, but if it gets any worse he should" she says i nod "i should what?" we hear a irish accent question both of our eyes widening i turn my head to look at him he looks really concerned and when he notices my tears he runs over bending down in front of me "what's happened?" he exclaims grabbing my hands i shake my head laughing a little "haters" Perrie groans Niall instantly rolling his eyes. every single one of us love our jobs and we'll forever be grateful for being able to live this life and all the fans that follow us but the worst part of the job is people commenting on your life or how you look and if you mess up once they bring it up as much as they possibly can. since me and Niall announced the baby everytime i've seen a magazine i've seen mine and his face the comments usually saying it's too early or we're too young or if i'm using him to gain more popularity none of them being the case. "fuck them" Niall says wiping my tears and pushing my hair behind my ears "we're happy, we know the truth, it doesn't matter what any other people think because as long as we're happy and healthy and have each other i couldn't give two fucks" he shrugs a huge smile forming on my face him and Perrie laughing a little "i love you guys" i smile Niall sits next to me both of them hugging me from each side "we love you too" they both smile jadeameliabadwi
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jadeameliabadwi #tb "i couldn't give two fucks"-Niall Horan 2013 niallhoran: really couldn't thoooo perrieeele: he got a point😂
"when your with me no judgement, you can get that from everyone else"
