Submissive [Completed]

10

ROSIANNA

We were quiet the whole ride, I just kept myself busy from looking at the window, blackwell didn't speak a word. I think he was enjoying his white Bugatti, this looks brand new.

Pabalik na kami sa duxtino Island, teka bakit pa ba kami babalik dun? tapos naba ang gulo dun? I bit my lower lip and looked at blackwell, he's too focused on the road.

Ang lamig. nakatodo ang aircon dito sa loob ng kotse, nakakangatal ng labi.

I hugged myseld and closed my eyes, maybe Itutulog ko nalang ito...

After a few minutes, I just couldn't sleep, I opened my eyes and sighed. Maybe if I play some music the atmosphere would become more calm, right?

I opened his radio, he didn't say anything. he just shrugged and let me do my thing.

Kinukulayan ang isipan
Pabalik sa nakaraan
'Wag mo ng balikan
Patuloy ka lang masasaktan
Hindi nagkulang kakaisip
Sa isang magandang larawan
Paulit-ulit na binabanggit

Ang pangalang nakasanayan
Tayo ay pinagtagpo
Ngunit hindi tinadhana
Sadyang mapaglaro itong mundo
Kinalimutan kahit nahihirapan
Para sa sariling kapakanan

Biglang nanuyot ang lalamunan ko, teka bakit pang-broken? I looked at blackwell but he was just listening, I bit my lower lip and pushed the button to change the radio's channel.

Hindi
Hindi ko kayang umibig muli
Habang-buhay na lang kitang hihintayin (hihintayin)Tinatanggi ko ang tadhana
Na kailangang mawala ka
Handa ako na ulitin
Sa'yo at aminin
Na wala ng iba
Makahihigit pa
Lahat silang maganda

I bit my lower lip out of frustration, really? broken ba ang mga tao ngayon? bakit pang mga broken ang kanta?!

Sa inis ko ay pinatay ko nalang ang radio, pero binuksan ko yung bluetooth at cinonnect sa cellphone ko, malayo layo pa kasi kami sa duxtino Island at baka hindi ako mag tagal sa ganitong katahimik, nakakabaliw.

Pinatugtog ko ang midnight rain by Taylor swift.

Rain, he wanted it comfortable
I wanted that pain
He wanted a bride
I was making my own name
Chasing that fame
He stayed the same
All of me changed like midnightMy town was a wasteland
Full of cages, full of fences
Pageant queens and big pretenders
But for some, it was paradise

Napangiti ako, lowkey Swiftie kasi ako, love na love ko ang songs ni taylor swift, para akong napupunta sa Ibang mundo kapag pinapatugtog ko ang songs niya, kaya nga nung pag labas ng bago niyang albun ay todo stream talaga ako sa spotify, naka premium pa.

Sinabayan ko ang kanta habang nakatingin sa labas ng bintana ng kotse.

"He was sunshine, I was midnight rain
He wanted it comfortable
I wanted that pain
He wanted a bride
I was making my own name
Chasing that fame
He stayed the same
All of me changed like midnightIt came like a postcard
Picture perfect, shiny family
Holiday, peppermint candy
But for him it's every day."