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Prologue

My mind is full of questions.

Questions of why they did this to me.

How can he?

How can she?

My boyfrie-, I mean my ex-boyfriend for a year and my ex "best friend" for seven years cheated on me. Both of them were among the two people whom I trusted the most and whom I thought would be my shoulder to lean on but I was mistaken.

I couldn't believe that they're the very reason of my sleepless nights and puffy eyes since then.

Hurt? Yes! Twice as much.

Betrayed? Of course! They're the main reason I cried in vain and I couldn't stop myself in pain.

All throughout my life, I thought it was just supposed to be in the movies wherein the boyfriend will cheat with your own best friend, right? But it happened to me. How can I be so tragic? Am I cursed or something?

I've loved them both before the cheating had happened and I know that to myself. Heck I don't care if we broke up, I'll still choose my best friend over everything, but hell she's the reason of our break up. She sneakily stabbed me at my back like I was a stranger to her all those years. I could even remember clear memories of us, me introducing her to him. I can still remember her sweet smiles and how she teased us non-stop. My sweet and innocent best friend, oh dear.

Everything happened four years ago but I can still remember every piece of it and the pain they both have caused. It even aches and upsets me to see them both to have the audacity to roam around the school campus acting like they're the perfect couple whom everyone should admire. I despise the sight of them being together and how they made me feel like it was my fault.

It came to a point wherein I think of vengeful things to do. I sometimes regret not doing it at the back of my mind.

I regret not slapping them both,

I regret not cursing at them,

I regret crying on my own without anyone seeing,

I regret to be alone,

And most of all, I regret trusting them.

I am what I am now because of them and what had happened before. Since then, I only trust a few people and I closed myself for potential partners because of them.

Do you know what I gotten from them?

Trust issues.

Yes, it's their damn fault.

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A/N: hi guys~ so this is my new book. Hope y'all support this as much as the other one.
Thank you~

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