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Chapter XII- Frustrations

Fast Forward

MINA

A week before board exam and everything became hectic. From moving to a hotel provided by the review center to studying the whole day every single day.

When I open my phone, words of encouragement from her is what I read first. After reading it, I won't be able to reply since I'm too busy. I felt bad.

My communication with Chaeyoung shortened to three replies. I barely hold my phone and if I do, it won't take long before I fell asleep. I'm just glad that Chaeng understands my priorities now.

First day, the exam is bearable. I told Chaeng I did well and she was happy for me. Hoped it'll last till the last day but it didn't.

Last day, I felt exhausted, defenses down.

Accepted defeat.

Exam's too hard.

No way in hell I could pass.

My friends cried. Even the guys can't hide the tears.

I can't do the same. I held back my tears and tried to be strong in the surface.

I don't know what to do. Feeling defeated I messaged Chaeyoung and my mom "I'm sorry" while riding a taxi back to the dorms.

The trip was long and the skies cried as if it felt sympathy towards us.

Chaeyoung:
Hey don't say that. Results are not yet out. Let's just wait and pray. You did your best, Minari. No need to say sorry.

My heart is numb. I can't process anything at the moment. Too broken and disappointed.

Me:
Let's just talk later, Chaeng. I'm sorry

Chaeyoung:
Minari, it's okay. You can talk to me. I'm your girlfriend after all

Me:
I just need some time now, Chaeng. Don't get me wrong, I'm just not me right now. I need some time alone.

Chaeng:
Okay

I know she's mad but I don't have the energy to argue right now. I just hope she understands.

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Returning to the dorms, I hurriedly went inside the room. Changed my clothes and packed my clothes. We'll return home the following day.

I want to go home as fast as I can and wait the results at home. Although I already knew what it'll be.

"Do you guys wanna have a drink?" Sana asked with her red puffy eyes.

We all are a wreck. A drink can help us sleep right now.

With a nod, she and some of the boys went out and bought drinks.

I guess getting drunk is the only way to let this frustrations out.

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11:55 pm

Me:
Are you asleep, Chaengie? I shared drinks with my friends. I hope you understand why I can't talk right now, Chaeng. I'll talk to you tomorrow. We'll travel back home. I love you

After sending that, I passed out. Too tired and stressed.

1 unread messages

Chaeng:

I understand but please share to me your frustrations too. I'm your girlfriend, Mina. Don't drink too much. I'll call in the morning.

I love you too

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