Primrose Crimson [English]

27: Left

[UNEDITED]

2nd week of September: Monday

Primrose POV-

It's Monday!

M.O.N.D.A.Y. Monday!

I try to make my self happy everyday. Hoping that Daisy will showed up.

1st week, no Daisy.

I can still carry what I feel. I manage myself to calm down everytime I overthink and become anxious.

2nd week, no Daisy.

I can little bit carry out my worries. I'm starting to connect the pieces from my lucid dream. The girl on the bed at the hospital. The woman seated beside her bed. I want to see their faces. I go to Daisy's house to ask is she there. Her parents deny and just shut the door.

Why?

The only question from my brain cells run. Why Daisy just do this to us? Specially to me! What is her reason? She just leave me alone.

3rd week, STILL no Daisy.

I CAN'T handle it anymore. Daisy was absent in our school in straight 3 weeks. 15 days! 25 days more she will be drop out.

I really miss her, so bad.

I eat alone, read alone, walk alone, go home alone. I feel so fucking ALONE.

Even Tyler and Andrew is there to comfort me. Still they can't fulfill what Daisy can. We are so worried to our beloved Daisy.

If you are victim of so called "ghost, ghosting, ghosted". You will feel what I'm saying.

The most hard part is, her family move out in their house. They move in somewhere that I don't know where. I hate the feeling of being alone.

My bestfriend in 6 years left me. Alone, boring, quiet, dark place.

I don't know what to do right now. I have low energy to go to school. I'm still here at my bed, arms and legs spread out.

Thinking...

What happen to Daisy?

"The bitch didn't cook a breakfast!" My mother voice echoed in angry tone. Pulling me to my own thoughts.

I hear footsteps moving towards my room, then stop in front of the door of my room. In my smart response, I hide all my stuff, cellphone, bag, and uniform. I hide myself under the bed and make my room messy all around me.

The click sound of the door knob, indicating that it has been unlocked from the outside. I saw my mom's feet, she is walking around my room. Then leave, when she didn't find me.

My phone was in my hand. I turn on the screen and it's 6:00 am already. I can do half day but I don't have any motivation right now to go to school.

When the door of my room shut closed, my phone start to vibrate in my hand.

Tyler texted me and I hurriedly opened it.

I'm still under my bed.

Big Brother: Hey! Are you up? Andrew and I will go hang out somewhere.

Rose: Are you going to absent right now? Or cutting?

Big Brother: Both yes. So are you up?