I - New End: Danielle ✔️

Part 13 - Eight pair of eyes

Ben/ Throughout the woods we all walk up to Castle Hill. It takes us a few hours to get there. Enough time to chat or reflect on wat is happening in our lives. I myself, am very confused.

After our little meetup in the kitchen, I needed to clean myself up, seems the excitement got the better of me and I spilled in my boxers. Thought I had more self control than that. But when she moaned 'Benjamin' as she came...
I was so overwhelmed with all of these restrained feelings for this incredible creature, I just lost control.

I smile at my fingers as I reminisce, so wet!

When I came back from the bathroom, Charlotte pulled me aside. Asking me what I was doing.

What am I doing?

Apparently Charlotte knows a lot more than she's supposed to. Telling me off. How I need to stop messing with her kid sister. That Dannii's about to marry my brother...

"Marry?" Was the only thing I could say. The rest of the conversation is a blur. I'm surprised, to say the least.

"She's marrying Cole!" I'm still shook.

On automatic pilot I walked the whole hike, up to the tourist viewing platform on Castle Hill. I didn't speak to anyone. I couldn't even look at Dannii. When she took a step towards me, I walked faster.

I've been the 'cheated on boyfriend' I don't want that for my brother. Marriage? This changes everything. Sure I had my fingers inside her a couple of hours ago, but that was before I knew she's was engaged.

Why did she allow me to go that far?

Dannii/ How does he switch it off like that. Every time I look at him I'm on fire. His lips, his teeth, his fingers, even his eyes have made there mark on me. I feel them on my skin even if I don't look at him.

By the time we reach the viewing point, I'm furious. The group is divided in to couples, looking at the beautiful landscape. Mountains surrounding the valley below, all greens and the blue of the lake. I know it by heart. I used to come here with my dad all the time.

Yeah, yeah, it's beautiful!

Intentionally I go to the far end of the platform, I don't feel like talking to anyone anymore. I'm so angry, I want to scream at a certain somebody. So I decide to stand alone as far away from the group as possible.

I'm so deep into my thoughts that I don't hear Ben walking up to me. Only when he comes to stand next to me and places his hand directly next to mine I'm startled. I don't look at him, but I know it's him.

Lemon and mint!

He wraps his little pinky around mine. Some kind of nice gesture, I'm sure. But I'm not having it, not now. I retract my hand, like I touched something gross.

"Peeterson..." he turns to me. "Why didn't you..."

"Oh, are we on speaking terms again? It's not like you want to be here with me, right. I mean you ignored me this entire way up here." I glare at him, my face getting all red, my blood rushing through my veins. He needs to know I'm angry.

A small twitch of his lips curling into a shy smile is enough to set off a word vomit, spitting out of my mouth.

"Don't you dare! Don't do that, innocent-cute-shy-smile-thing, you do so well! Haven't you had enough of me just yet. Don't you get tiered of playing with people. I'm not some brainless girl you know. I'm a strong independent woman." Out off breath, I raise my voice.

"I don't swoon around you, like all the models you've been dating over the years. You had your fun with me this morning. I mean... finger fucking me, in my mom's kitchen, with eight people in the other room." By now I'm yelling at him and he just stands there. That's only more oil to the fire here. "What are we seniors in high school? Just leave me the fuck alone!"