a toxic relationship can be hard, having loads of friends ,having ppl watch your every
move thats tough .
so how do u get through it maybe you get back together who knows?
It had been a few days and me and josh havent hung out in a while he was always at the clubhouse or filming so we didnt get a chance to talk about tour and how he is gonna stay with cynthia. Me nd josh havent texted in like a week but i didnt want to text him first so i just waited and waited . I was on instagram and i saw a post that said the daisy and josh ship has sailed and pictures of them together recently and on her posts he commented cute things like 'you look good' and 'ooh that fit ' i started to cry because he was gonna leave me again i knew he would i sent the pics to the gc ride or dies
Avani- talk to him Sami-he better not have hurt you again Avani-cause we will throw fists Samy-he should stop messing with you but you need to talk to him about it
Mia-i will but what if he gets mad and lashes out on me again Avani -ill come to the sway house as backup ok just tell me if he does anything
Mia - thanks i dont deserve you guyss Samy-awh well hopefully it works out if not he just needs a high five in the face with a chair Avani-yes ill bring a chair just in case bye
Mia-lmao ily guys byee
* the next day * I got up quite early and curled my hair and put a simple outfit on
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I knew it was showing some skin but i didnt think josh would care that much. I went to starbucks and got some cake pops for me nd josh i texted him telling him im gonna come so he doesnt leave me again and he said it would be fine. To my surprise he just got back from the clubhouse so i asked him if we could talk
Mia-hey josh can we talk i said as i tried to grab his hand Josh - maybe later yh Mia-its kinda important i said as my hand was in his Josh-fine whatever cmon We went to his room and i shut the door Josh- well.. what do u want I sat down next to him Mia-before you get mad just tell me what this is ? I said taking my phone out and showing him tiktokrooms post Josh- we are just friends now let it go Mia-ok ok .. but why are you commenting stuff like that on her posts Josh-im sorry i didnt know it was a crime to hype my friends up now you do it all the time with samy and the other boys I hated to hear it but he had a point Mia-im sorry i didnt realise Josh- yh well maybe you should stop assuming things now! he said as he was about to leave Mia-wait theres one more thing i said as i was holding on to his fingers Josh-WHAT is it i have stuff to get on with Mia-it was just about tour and if u were ok with sharing a room with cynthia Josh- yh its fine bye He said as he opened the door as he was leaving he said Josh-also put your shirt down Mia-uhm ...ok byye I didnt want to argue with him again so i just took out the knot in the shirt and went downstairs i sat on the couch as i heard the door bell ring i couldnt be bothered to open it but i just did, it was daisy and her friends i shouted for josh because that was the only reason she was here . When he came in he went and hugged her tightly ,it broke me but i couldnt say anything because im the same with samy ugh what should i do? I ignored them but then josh came and sat next to me he just said "good " i figured it was about the shirt and then he was talking to daisy for like hours when she finally went i decided to stay at the sway house seeing as it was pretty late i changed into one of joshs hoodies and he didnt talk to me the rest of the night when we went to bed we had our backs facing each other and we were both at the edges of the bed . I fell asleep and woke up to no-one next to me i was guessing josh was in the shower i was right when he came out he was shirtless and his hair was wet he had a towel around him but i couldnt stop staring at his abs. Ugh i want everything to be back to normal so i can hug him and kiss him and cuddle with him ,we didnt have an arguement well we kinda did but we were fine after that or at least i thought .. He started getting changed so i turned around because it was awkward after like 5 minutes i turned around and he was just wearing grey sweatpants and no shirt, he was drying his hair when i came up to him and put my arms around his neck and said
