a toxic relationship can be hard, having loads of friends ,having ppl watch your every
move thats tough .
so how do u get through it maybe you get back together who knows?
I was at the sway house rn it was midday and everyone was there , i was just confused because the whole time i was with samy i was thinking about josh. I didnt know why i wanted to be with josh but i did i pushed my feelings aside and hung out with everyone else we were planning joshs birthday because it was tomorrow i had already got him a present from when we were dating.
The next day i woke up and i woke everyone else up to go into joshs room and wake him up by shouting happy birthday. We all gathered together and quietly crept up go to his room when we got there their was a girl in his bedwe were all shocked but that wasnt gonna stop us i said 3,2,1 and we all shouted happy birthday. He was hardly awake but he threw his pillow at us which was kinda rude not gonna lie but we got the hint and got dressed for the day i decided to make everyone breakfast cuz im nice like that. I made them pancakes and they seemed to like them . We were having a party here but samy couldnt come because he was going to see his parents in canada and his flight is today i texted him saying i miss yu have a nice flight. I was excited for the party because i hadnt been to one in quite a while. *time skip to an hour before the party* The girls from the hype house got here and we all got dressed up for the party i wore this
It was cute but not over the top i did quite light makeup, it was only the hype house and the sway house rn so i decided to give josh his present it was two new hoodies which he seemed to like but he knew i was gonna take them, there was a chapstick because he always uses mine he just chuckled and i got him new air forces . I thought that was it until he pulled out a jewelry box with two rings at first i was confused but then as soon as i remembered i snatched them out of his hands and said oh forget that was when we were dating he held out his hand for me to give it to him so i did and he put the ring on his finger and the other one on mine J-look i know we are not dating but these can be friendship rings and we never take them off deal? M-deal i said as i locked our pinkies together I smiled as he continued to open the rest of his presents Soon after the party was crowded and i couldnt find josh i started getting a headache so i went outside and sat on the bench i was walking back inside when josh and this girl walked out kissing each other my heart broke because as much as i hated it i had such strong feelings for him but we werent dating anymore so i couldnt do anything to stop it M-ima head inside J-yh ok He said as he turned his attention back to the girl, well that was intense i didnt feel like partying anymore so i just went into my room and locked the door i got changed into a hoodie and layed on my bed i was on my phone and decided to post a pic of me and josh
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Mia: tb but happy birthday josh , im not gonna do one of those long soppy paragraphs or am i? We have some of the best and funniest memories, ik these past few months havent been the best for us but i want yu to know yu mean alot to me and you have taught me to loosen up and have fun , i dont know where i would be without you , you may not know it but youve helped me achieve my dreams and i hope to do the same for you . You are truly one of the most important people in my life so yh happy birthday you noodle from your bestest annoyingist friend ever i love yu AS A FRIEND .also u owe me a new chapstick you chapstick stealer😤.🖤 Liked by joshrichards,luvanthony and 2,765,663 others Joshrichards:im sowe ill get u a new chapstick ps i luv u 2 AS A FRIEND🖤 luvanthony:#janthony forever hes mine Fan1:i want a friendship like theirss Fan67:friendship goalss Fann11:their friendship name is jessa yh *view more comments*
The next day i woke up nd had a really bad headache it was 7 in the morning and i stayed in bed because it was way to early i went on insta to see loads of joshrichards fan pages and a video avani made at the end yu see josh nd some random girl kissing i think they were playing spin the bottle or somethin i could tell he was drunk , today we were going out to dinner we were supposed to be going yesterday but people started coming to the party early so we cancelled. I went and had a shower but i didnt get dressed yet i wore grey sweats and a crop top with my hair in a messy bun. I went downstairs and drove to dunkin to get coffee when i got home nearly everyone was awake and anthony was sad because i didnt get him one i just laughed i noticed josh wasnt awake so i went into his room to see him and the girl he kissed (the first time when mia actually saw it in real life) like how many girls did he kiss tho , i didnt wanna disturb him so i closed the door and went back down stairs eventually him and that girl came down it was one in the afternoon but knowing josh yk he is quite lazy he said bye to her as she left when he was walking into the kitchen we started teasing him like the boys said ooh josh got some he said be quite but he knew we werent gonna leave him that quick when he went to sit down avani said so how many girls did yu kiss last night and then mads said i dont think ive sewn someone get with so many girls in one night it was my turn so i sat on the couch next to him and said leave him alone we dont want our little fboy to get sad everyone laughed including me until he said all of yu f**k off and mind your own business for once he then stormed out nd went upstairs we just laughed it off and didnt really care about it that much.
