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~part 19~

It has been a few days since i hit my head and me and josh havent really talked i was still pretty mad but i didnt want our friendship to get ruined just because of this , samy was going to be in canada for two more weeks and it was weird but i didnt miss him that much all ive been thinking about is josh but i know that he is definitely not feeling the same way ... or is he ??

Today i decided i would talk to josh cuz i didnt want him to be annoyed with me, so i called him outside and we both sat on the edge of the pool
M-hey
J-hi i thought you didnt want to talk to me
M-yh well now i do and it was pretty stupid to get mad at yu over that
J-i hope yu know it wasnt on purpose and im sory
M-thanks
J-friends ??
M-bestfriends
I pulled him into a tight hug
J-do yu want to do something today
M-oh i was actually planning on going to the mall today
J-oh well i can come with yu
M-yh ok it will be fun ill see yu at 2 ok
J-ok

Time skip to mall trip
Mias pov
We had so much fun, we got boba and josh finally got me a new chapstick, i think he got kinda tired because we went into loads of shops and he carried most of my stuff but i loved hanging out with him.

When we got home i was smiling and laughing because i had a really nice time with josh. He went into his room and i went to sit on the couch with avani i just said hi to her and went on my phone until she said
A-soo do yu like him
M-what no ofc not hes just a friend
A-ru sure
M-yes and im dating samy
A-look ik your dating samy but i can tell josh has changed and he makes you happy dont yu think samy will wamt yu to be happy.
M-look idk how i feel im just confused at the moment
A-ok ok
She went into another room when i got a notification from her it was a video so i watched it . It said
"There is always gonna be that one special person that no matter what theyve dont to yu, yu still ...just cant let them go "
I watched it over and over again because it was so true i replied with thanks:) because she has made me see who i really want. I couldnt help but think he didnt feel the same way about me , he probably didnt. I posted the video on my insta and immediately all the comments were about josh which was tru i wasnt gonna answer because it was the truth but i dont want anyone to know that until i tell josh. I was going to wait until samy got back to tell him i hope he doesnt get upset but he probably will.

The next day i woke up to see a text from samy

Samy
We need to talk x

I called him straight away and was nervous as to what he was going to say. I sat there when we finished the call in shock i didnt think it would happen so quick, i wasnt even that upset he was still my bestfriend and always will be . He told me he saw the video that i posted on my insta yesterday he knew it was about josh and thought it would be good if we broke up we were always going to be bestfriends tho no one could get in the middle of that. I didnt want to get with josh straight away firstly because it will be like i was already cheating on samy with him and secondly because i dont even kno if he likes me back.