We were on the our way back to cali, i sat with charli again but ther was extra seats next to us so avani and anthony sat there . I had my airpods in but i couldnt fall asleep i turned the sound down a bit and stared into space , charli had just woke up from her sleep. I looked at my phone amd its was 4:00am
M-wat r u doing awake!
C-i would ask yu the same question.
M-cant sleep
C-oh r u ok
M-yhyh im fine yu go back to sleep
I said tryin to convince her nothing was wrong with me
C-uhm ok..
She turned around and i just sat there thinking about all the mistakes ive made
( ikk she is going on about it again pls dont hate me)
I felt my phone vibrate i looked at it to see a txt from charli, she was sitting right next to me but then i remembered someone would hear us talkin so i replied back
Charli
C-u ok
M -not rly
C-wanna talk about it .
M-sure x
We carried on texting with all the things about daisy, josh and samy.
I felt like no one would understand why i still had feelings for josh, even charli was confused but ik she would tell me the truth, she said i needed to move on nd she brought up everything he put me through. I hated myself for forgiving him and still having feelings for him but i couldnt control it i wasnt going to get angry at charli bcuz she was right ,she didnt want me to get hurt like that again.
Maybe we just werent meant to b
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Fanfica toxic relationship can be hard, having loads of friends ,having ppl watch your every move thats tough . so how do u get through it maybe you get back together who knows?
