a toxic relationship can be hard, having loads of friends ,having ppl watch your every
move thats tough .
so how do u get through it maybe you get back together who knows?
It was a new day i woke up to my playlist still playing oh crap i mustve forgot to turn it of ugh i went home to have a shower and get dressed i took a few clothes because i think i might just stay at the sway a little longer so i could resolve things with josh seeing as i was at home i decided to curl my hair and apply some makeup i added mascara,eyeliner,a little bit of eyeshadow,blush and lipgloss i wore my air forces with it this was my outfit
I told my mum about everything seeing as she was awake she asked me if i was ok and really wanted to stay there i said i would do anything to be with josh again because the truth is i loved him and i still do i gave her a hug and drove back to the sway house.
When i got there i didnt expect everyone to be awake but they were they had made pancakes so i decided to eat them seeing as i hadnt even ate anything all day i didnt know where josh or cynthia were because i didnt see them when i came in so i went outside because i thought he was probaly gonna be making tiktoks but he wasnt i just went back inside and to my surprise they both were already downstairs in the kitchen he didnt see me but i saw him he had his arm wrapped around her waist i dont even know what that meant were we still together or what?i noticed they both werent dressed he had his grey sweatpants on with no shirt while she was wearing his hoodie i dont think it bothered him that i saw him making out with her right infront of my face!.
I wanted to give him another chance but i was really tense i asked avani and addison if they were free to talk so i took them to the park to ask them what happened when i left.
Addy- so wats up mia Avani-yh wats so urgent Mia-so yk after i left were josh and cynthia yk sleeping in the same bed or anything? Avani-well anthony went into his room to talk to him after what he did yesterday but he said that he saw .. them two sleeping and cuddling next to each other My heart broke why would he do this he knew i didnt cheat on him was this some type of revenge or something?! Mia-oh... Addy - dont worry your to good for him and if he gives up like that then he doesnt deserve you and i see you looking all fine tdy he definitely noticed you Avani-yh u didnt see but i saw him look at u a few times aswell Mia -awh thanks guys i dont know what i would do without you I pulled them into a group hug and then we sat on the swings for like an hour until avani got a txt from anthony telling her to come to the sway house with me and ads quickly
When we got to the sway house i saw our manager and all the other ppl from sway including cynthia🙄 i wondered what he was doing here he only comes here when he has good news for everyone.
After him going on and on he finally said he came because WE WERE GOING ON TOUR i was happy and everything but a lot was going on and had changed he then started to tell us who else was coming they all started to come into the house to introduce themselves i wasnt really listening until he said "samy is also comin " my eyes lit up and i looked at avani we both ran to the door and hugged him so tight we were bsfs for god knows how long
Samy - i missed you guys so much Avani and mia - us 2 we are soo happy u are here
We all sat down and started talking about how exciting it was gonna be until our manager came back and told us the rooms i had forgot about those imagine if im with josh 😱 no anyone but him ,it was 2 people in one room. Manager - in room one its anthony nd avani
Manager- In room 2 its bryce and addison
My name still hadnt been called i hope im with samy
Manager - In the room 3 is samy and ....mia
Pheww in was so releived
Manager - and the last room is josh and cynthia I was glad i wasnt with josh ,cynthia is welcome to him.
I glanced at josh and quickly turned back.ughh im gonna have to face him one day i practically live with him and cynthia wasnt all over him so now could be my chance . Well here goes nothing
Mia-hey josh can we talk? I said as i sat next to him Josh - hi can we go somewhere more private ? Mia-uhm sure how about your room? Josh- yeh Mia - i just wanna talk to you about everything i mean im rly confused on where we are in our relationship rn first you blank me then hit me, then make out with cynthia infront of my face and sleep in the same bed as her and cuddle with her like whats going on with you?
Josh- look yes ik it was wrong to blank you im sorry and me nd cynthia are just friends the reason i kissed her was because i was angry at you and she comforted me im sry for slapping you nd hurting your arm .
Mias pov I didnt know what to say he really just admitted to cheating on me but he hurt me so much i didnt know what to say in the moment i forgave him again . End of pov
Josh -so i guess we are back together then?? Mia- uhh yh i guess Josh - i love yu I chuckle then say Mia-ok We walk down the stairs hand in hand and i see everyone smiling i decided to post something for insta seeing as i havent posted in a few days
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I then sat down on the couch and watched friends with avani and samy it was our fav show to binge watch together until josh came and we both cuddled but he wasnt interested in the show he was on his phone the whole time i was curious as to why but i just let it slide ,it was like 1 in the night and i was very tired so i layed my head on joshs lap as my eyes slowly closed.
