a toxic relationship can be hard, having loads of friends ,having ppl watch your every
move thats tough .
so how do u get through it maybe you get back together who knows?
It was the next day and samy woke up before me and was in the bathroom so i just waited for him and watched some netflix while going on my phone , after what felt like years he got out of the bathroom M-finally i said in a sarcastic voice He didnt say anything back sk i was guessing he was still mad at me . I got into the bathroom and i saw a huge mess in front of me i was about to shout at samy but i didnt have the energy to argue with him so i cleaned it up myself it took me half n hour and i had to get ready aswell so i took a whole hour when i went back samy wasnt there he probably left without me i decided to post a picture of me and samy
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I headed out and saw everyone waiting for me We all got on the coach i decided to sit next to samy even if he didnt want to talk to me i still wanted to talk to him. The coach was much bigger than last time so the first few rows infront of me and samy were empty. M-samy can we talk i said locking our hands together He was about to move his hand when i said M-please just talk to me samy He still ignored me I removed my hand from his and just went on my phone
*a few hours later * We still had quite a long time left, i really wanted to talk to samy but i knew he didnt want to talk to me i didnt want my friendship or relationship or whatever with samy to end , yesterday he admitted he liked me but idk now . I noticed he put his phone down, i still didnt say anything until he placed his hand on my thigh i felt butterflies in my stomach but what did this mean was i forgiven or was he just doing this because he wanted to mess with me . I layed my head on his shoulder and said sorry to him he didnt say anything but i think he did forgive me . I still wanted him to talk to me though because i like him to and i cant help but think he doesnt feel the same way i mean if he did like me he would forgive me right.
*skip to the end of the coach journey* I was about to go with avani but then our manager said everyone was staying at the sway house for a couple of days to create more content together seeing as we didnt make much while we were on tour. We all arrived at the sway house we were given assigned rooms mine was with samy , i put all my stuff away and i just sat on the sofa . Soon after everyone was having a movie night i layed my head in samys lap as he gently played with my hair . This was what i wanted i wanted samy to talk to me and everything could be back to normal and have nights like these with him even if we werent together. I sat up and carried on watching the rest of the movie me and samy had a huge gap between us until he pulled me closer to him and wrapped his arms around my waist , i did the same . I heard a few 'oohs' around the room but i ignored them.
The next day i woke up in samys arms it felt so special we were in our room so i decided to have a shower.I got changed into this
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Samy was awake i was about to talk to him but then i stopped myself because if he wanted to talk hr would have said something by now , i went downstairs and made breakfast with charli we havent talked that much so i decided we should talk now M-hey charli C-oh hey mia how are you nd samy M-what i dont know what your talking about S-come on what about yesterday when you guys were being all cuddly and everything M-uh fine but i dont really know where we are in our friendship relation ship thingy C-r u guys dating ! M- i dont really know at the moment but please dont tell anyone C-i promise I ended up telling her everything that happened at the party and how angry samy was but then he started to forgive me... maybe? She was actually a really good listener and she said he needs to open up with me which was definitely true so today he had to talk to me but i didnt know how to. Charli insisted she would take everyone out for dinner so it would just be me and samy in the house which was a good idea because if we started argueing i didnt want everyone else to feel uncomfortable.
Everyone was going out to get dinner so i went to me and samys room and he was sitting on the bed i went to sit infront of him and crossed my legs , i put my hand out for him to hold and eventually he did we both just stared into each others eyes. I broke the silence by saying M-will yu talk to me now S-fine i was angry because i said i liked yu and then yu go and then you start flirting with bryce and sitting in his lap My hands were a little sweaty but i took them from his hands and put them both on his face M- i like yu to but it was just a joke and the flirting i have no feelings for bryce and he is the same now please forgive me He stayed silent for a second until he said S-yh i forgive yu I didnt say anything i just hugged him it felt amazing and like it had been going on forever. M-so what do yu wanna do for the rest of the time we have got left S-uhm nothing im just gonna go on my phone yu can go I was quite bummed that he didnt want to do anything with me kind of like he wanted to get rid of me M-oh uhm ok well ill be downstairs if yu need me As i was leaving the room he came up to me and snaked his arms around my waist and threw me on to the bed S-i was just kidding so do yu wanna make content M-yh tiktok? S-sure cmon I did the savage dance because i finally learnt it i was about to throw it back when samy pushed me i tripped but landed on the bed he gave me my phone and flopped himself on the bed M-what was that for S-i think i can throw it back better than yu M-uh whatever S-good M-k now lets cuddle S-fine We cuddled for a bit until the rest of them got back i looked over at charli and nodded at her to tell her that the plan worked. We all decided we should go to bed early because we never do.
