social media life .

part 14

I woke up before samy and saw his bruises i didnt want him to see my face so i slowly slid out of bed and had a shower. After that i started putting makeup on it to hide it , i didnt wear makeup alot and when i did it was only like mascara and lipgloss but i didnt think he would notice i got changed into this

When i got out the bathroom samy was already awake i said hi to him but then just went on my phone today was the last day of tour i was quite sad it had ended because i like meeting fans and going to different places. I decided to call my parents seeing as we havent talked at all during tour , they didnt know about all the drama that had happened and i didnt want to tell them because i didnt want them to worry about me. They said they were stuck in France for another two weeks and i had to stay at the sway house i went along with it and eventually got off the phone. I was quite worried because now i didnt have anywhere to stay i didnt want to bother samy so i just went to avani and asked her if i could stay at her apartment with her she said it was fine and i was kind of excited to stay woth my bestfriend.

Seeing as it was our last day on tour we had a free day (the next day they were leaving but they werent going to be in hawaii the whole day)but our manager planned a small party for us it was everyone from tour and other influencers. I decided to wear this

I straightened my hair and fixed my makeup when i got out the bathroom i coukd see samy staring at me he said
S-yu look nice
I just smirked and took some pictures, i was scrooling through my camera roll when i came across a picture

It was me and josh ... i just stared at it while thinking about what we could have been if he didnt cheat i think samy caught on because he was coming up to me . I didnt realise because i was so wrapped up in my thoughts, he stood behind me  within a second i swiped to another picture , luckily he didnt find out, i smiled but a small part of me missed josh i dont know why but i did even after everything he did to me i still loved him ...

I realised how stupid i was being . I could never hurt samy like that because we we where both kinda flirting with eachother,we headed to the party and the music was quite loud and there wasnt that many people which i was happy about all of my friends decided to play truth or dare i didnt want to join in so i just sat and watched it was samys turn and he picked truth Addison asked him if he liked anyone at the moment i was nervous as to what he was gonna say but he said yes then looked uo at me and smirked i dont think anyone else saw in that moment i realised i could never let someone so perfect go. I decided to play the next game it was 7 minutes in heaven it was disgusting not going to lie , it was my go and i chose bryce ! I was just as shocked as everyone else he held out his hand for me to take and led me to the  closet or what ever. We both decided we werent going to do anything but we were going to act like we did and joke around with everyone we made our hair messy and i laughed but for the rest of the time we just sat there the time was up and me and bryce went to everyone he winked at me but i knew it was just a joke so i went to sit in his lap i coukd tell by everyones faces they were shocked but when i looked at samy he looked furious i didnt flirt with bryce anymore because i knew that was going to make him more mad.

We left the party and everyone went back to their own rooms i had a shower and changed into one of samys hoodies , i looked in the mirror to take of some of my makeup and the mark on my face had kind of faded away that was a releif i didnt have to wear makeup while i was sleeping then . I got in bed and tried to samy goodnight but as soon as he heard me he turned the other way. He was probably still angry because he thought something happened with me and bryce i knew he was awake so i wispered into his ear and said
M-nothing happened with bryce by the way it was just a joke , forgive me ?
I thought then he was going to turn around and forgive me but he didnt say a word
That kinda hurted me doe but i was being silly so i just said goodnight and went to sleep .