Save Me From Myself...Book 4

Bonds Are Forever

This chapter will have multiple POVs 

*warning, this chapter contains mentions of rape, not details but it mentions it*

Jake POV 

"Collen’s gone." Adriel said the moment he and a couple of people I didn't know along with the twins, Alexander, Killian, Titan, and Xavier showed up in my home in my bedroom when Sawyer and I were in the middle of having sex so being disturbed during an intimate time and hearing my son is gone and the man who hurt my son bringing me this news, I had Adriel against the wall with my hand around his throat in two seconds.

"Where the hell have you been, why couldn't we remember you and what the fuck do you mean my son is gone?!" I yelled/ordered. 

"I'll explain that later but Collen is gone. I don't know where or why. I was home and suddenly I got my memories back, went directly to see Collen only to arrive with him disappearing in a cloud of black smoke. We came to tell you as soon as they all got dressed. Collen’s spell is broken, they all managed to break it and when it broke, that's when my memories came back along with all of yours." He said and I let him go, grabbed my briefs from my husband, put them on, and sat on the end of my bed. 

"Adriel, you and Alexander go see if you can find him, look all over the world if you have to. Titan, contact Skylar and have him and Sam get the assassination unit together, Xavier, call Blake and see if Brittney can get her Alpha to help in searching for Collen, the rest of you await my orders. We're going to find my son." They went and did as I ordered and the other's were still in my bedroom. 

"Can I have a moment with my husband and then I'll come to speak to you all in the living room." I said and they all left my room. 

"Jake, what if…" Sawyer spoke softly and I took him in my arms.

"Don't worry sweetheart, he'll be fine. I won't rest until our baby is home." I said as I rubbed his back and he cried softly on my shoulder. 

"We have been through so much Jake, when will it stop? Connor, Skylar, and now Collen. I can't handle this, I don't think I'll make it if something happens to him, Jake." I closed my eyes to fight back my own tears, I need to be strong for my sensitive mate.

"Listen to me, I promise I will find him, even if I die trying. He will be home, I can't say safe but he will be home, I swear. I love you, rest and I'll be back up in a little while. I gotta talk to them and see what Skylar's plans are." 

"I'm joining you, he's my son as well so don't tell me to stay here when I can help." 

"Ok, come on but we gotta get dressed first." We got our clothes on and went downstairs to the living room and they all were crying and holding themselves like they were in pain. I knew they could feel Collens pain, must mean they completed the mating if they could feel his pain, and that killed me inside. 

"Hey boys." I said and Sawyer and I went to try and comfort them, the twins seem to be missing though. 

"It'll be ok, he's strong. He will make it through this." Sawyer kept saying, to them or himself, I'm not sure but possibly both. The front door opened in came Skylar and Sam, along with a few members from the unit all decked out in their gear.

"Alpha Jake, Sawyer, we came as soon as we heard. We have orders out to the unit to start looking for Collen, we also have the word out to the other packs on the west and south and my brother has ordered to help on the east and north coasts, I heard Alexander and Adriel? are looking also. What the hell is going on? Where has Adriel been and how come we forgot about him? Collens spell, broken? What exactly happened on that vacation?" Skylar shot questions at me and I shook my head.