the billionaire's darling • chanbaek

#15

Chapter Fifteen: Hard For Me

BAEKHYUN

"Baekhyunnie, If I told you that I love you will you stay with me?"

"But I....love you."

"I wish I can stay with you forever, having our dream house together with our kids."

"We can do that, right?"

"Yes..."

Agad akong napabaligkwas sa pagkatulog. Biglang nabaril si Chanyeol sa panaginip ko. Alam kong panaginip pero...hindi ko kaya yung nangyari, bakit ganun? Bakit kailangang magpakita sa panaginip ko yun?

Bumalik ako sa wisho nang nasa isang kwarto ako. At alam ko kung kaninong kwarto ito.

"Oh, Baekhyun? You're awake. Here I cook something for you. Hindi ka na ba nilalagnat?" Chanyeol asked, may dala siyang food tray na may porridge and warm tea. Why I am here? What exactly happen last night?

"Why...I am here?"

Nilapag ni Chanyeol yung dala niyang tray sa katabi kong mesa. Umupo din siya sa kama at tumingin sakin, inilagay niya yung kamay niya sa noo ko.

"Thank goodness." He reacted, "Let me ask you again Chanyeol, why I am here?" I asked.

Chanyeol look into my eyes, and that makes my heart pound like crazy. His gaze makes me weak.

"I saw you last night, you look down and lonely in the pouring rain. At first, i just want to give you the umbrella but you already passed out and calling my name. And that's the reason why you're here and got a cold." He explained. Napayuko ako. I can't look at him right now. First of all, nahihiya ako. Second of all, bakit niya ko dinala dito sa bahay niya, and lastly, did he take of me all night?

"Nothing happens, don't worry." He added. "I won't touch you without your permission. Also, I'm not the one who dressed you up. It's the maid."

Why do I feel the guilt inside me? I should....thank him at least right?

"It was really...Hard for me, there was a time that I want to...touch you, kiss you and hold you but I don't have the rights cause you know...deal is deal." That it Chanyeol, you always bringing up the deal. How about your real feelings? It was really...a deal? Wala lang ba talaga sayo? Those questions that I wanted to ask but I can't.

"Any way you can stay here kung hindi pa maganda yung pakirandam mo. I'll just go to my office. Just feel at home, you used to live here with me." He smiled at me, "I'll take my leave." He was about going to leave and I don't know why I stopped him. Hinawakan ko yung kamay niya.

Ano ba tong ginagawa ko? Bakit...bakit kumukusa yung katawan ko?

"Baekhyun?" He called, but I'm still holding his hand.

I don't know why I stood up in bed and reach his shoulders. Pinatong ko yung dalawang braso ko sa balikat niya. I saw his eyes, in shock. And his ears are so red. I just don't know why I came close and kissed him.

At first, he didn't respond. But when his hands put in my waist. I felt his lip respond to my kisses. I don't know why I have these guts to kiss him but there was only one in my head, I want him.