I'll Protect Her |H.S| *On Hold*

Chapter 34

Letter two.

I want him. So much. You can't help who you're attracted to.
His tattoos, his hair, his eyes.
Everything about him. Even his voice, the way he speaks, it's so.....
You just can't help but listen and hang onto every word he says...
But I can't be with him because of his stupid job.
You know what I think, fuck the job.
If I want him, I'm gonna get him. I don't care what it takes. Nothing's getting in my way.
I've held back for so long. Wayyy too long.
It's time I win.

~Brooke

"Well that's different.." I mumbled to myself. 

What the fuck is this girl thinking? No wonder Zayn came to me so many times. This girl is fucking phsyco. I never thought she had a thing for Zayn. I thought they hated each other. I just still don't get what any of this has to do with Jessica. In fact this has fuck all to do with my girl. I was starting to get really irritated by all this shit.

You still have two more letters to go. My subconscious reminded me.

"Yeah unfortunately I do..." I whispered back to myself. One more, I'll read one more and then go check on Jess.

Letter three.

We all met Jessica today. Harry's new girl. We went to Harry's for dinner. Everyone seems to love her. But I know who she really is, what she's really like. That'll all soon be revealed. She doesn't even know it yet. She doesn't know what I know.

I don't get why everyone loves her. She's not that fucking pretty. I'm way better. I can already see her getting in my way, and I don't like it, at all. 

I couldn't stand her getting all the attention, it was really irritating me. So I messed with her a little and it was so fucking easy. She's so weak. The way she ran out of the room......it was difficult to hold in my laughter. 

Then everyone started fucking hating on me for making her upset, I was just joking around, they're all such fucking wimps. So I got drunk to block everything out, to block everyone out. Just like I used to. 

Then Zayn brought me home. I remember, we got home and he kept fucking going on about Jessica and how pleasant she was. "It's so nice to have a new girl around, you know?"  "I'm so happy for Harry, he finally got his girl, and she's hot too." "Harry and her will start dating in no time, guaranteed." "But if they don't, I might ask her out. She seems different. No, she's interesting. That's a better word."

I didn't say anything back. No. I'd be too tempted to tell him what I really thought. How I really felt. Too tempted to tell him about the plots I was nursing deep in my heart.

I've worked way too hard to get to the top. I'm finally in the position where I could do anything and those three fools would back me up. And to think, all it took was for me to write up a fucking rule book. Individually, they're all useless. But when I have them on my side, as a team, we could crush Jessica like a bug. That's all she is, a pest. A pest that's interfering with my plans. But soon that wont be a problem. It's funny how quick you can learn to hate someone. I'm aware that 'hate' is a strong word to use, but I make sure to only use it when it's necessary.

Oh Jessica. Sweet, little, innocent Jessica. 

If I were you, I'd be scared. I'd be very scared.

~ Brooke

Authors Note

Merry Christmas everybody! I'm so excited about this book, get ready for a whole lot of drama! I'm also continuing to work on my other book, but I've decided not to publish it until I finish this one first. I'll be updating again before the new year. But until then; I love you all and thank you for reading! ~ Cara x