Dear diary

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TW: INSULTS⚠️

(Jeremy POV)

I arrived annoyed at school and saw, like always, how people like Rich or jake the other 'not-so-popular-kids' pushed and laughed at them.

Because I don't wanted to end up like that again, I walked through the hall to my locker.

I exhaled in relief when I thought I was safe  but when I turned around, Rich suddenly stood behind me and pushed me against my locker.
A quiet whimper escaped me and not even a second later I felt how he grabbed my backpack and wrote something on it.

,,If you wash this off, you're dead!'' With that words, Rich walked over to jake and greeted him with a high-five.

I took my stuff fastly out of my locker and gulped when i saw Chloe Valentine, Brooke Lohst and Jenna Rolan walking past me,
while they looked at me with a look of disguise and laughed.

I turned around, standing with my back to my locker and sighed before I began to sing.
''Dear Diary, I believe I'm a good person,'' I looked around, paying attention that I was not having any eye contact with someone at all. ''I believe there's good in everyone!" In exactly the moment I sang that, I felt how I got pushed again and almost fell down.
''Here we are, and uh.. I look at all this this kids I've known all my life and I ask myself, what happened-?'' I continued but heard how different people insulted each other, also me.

''Freak''
''Slut''
''Burnout''
''Poser''
''Loser''
''Tall-ass''

''We were so tiny, happy and shiny!'' I started again and saw how Michael came over to me.
''Michael!'' I greeted him with a high five.
''Hey man!'' Not even a moment later he continued the song with me.

''Playing tag and getting chased..'' Michael sang sadly, because of what I gave him a weak smile, and we both began to walk over to our classroom.

''Freak''
''Slut''
''Loser''
''Tall-ass''

''Singing and clapping,'' I sighed when we walked around the corner but Michael held me back.
''Stop!'' He warned me whereupon I saw from who exactly.
''Laughing and napping,'' Michael sang whispering so that Jake and Rich wouldn't see us.
''Baking cookies, eating paste,'' I shook my head when I remembered that we used to be friends with them.
''Then we got bigger that was the Trigger,'' Michael realised, obviously thinking about the same thing.

He looked again around the corner and instantly regretted it.

''Like the huns invading Rome,'' I muttered and gasped when I saw how Jake walked over, grinning evil.
''Oh fuck'' Michael said when we wanted to
walk away as fast as possible.

''Huh?!'' Jake said in a bad way while he pushed Michael a bit from the back.
''Ugh!'' Chloe said when Michael almost ran into her.
''Oh Sorry..,'' He apologised quietly and I looked at him worriedly.
He just shook his head and grabbed my arm to pull me away.

''Welcome to our school, this ain't no high school this is the thunderdorm!'' I sang when I saw how Jake went back to Rich and they looked at us laughing.
''Hold your breath and count the days we're graduating soon,'' I added and sighed annoyed.

''White trash!''

I turned around parallel with Michael and began to walk again.

''College will be paradise!'' Michael said happily and grinned at me.
''If we're not dead by june.'' I just answered and walked faster, hearing how Michael laughed a bit about my reaction.

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