What's your damage?| Bmc in the style of heathers✔

Big fun 2/2

⚠️️TW: Insults/ suicidal thoughts/ near deaths/ violence/swear words/anxietys⚠️

POV Michael

''What are you doing here man?'' I asked and saw how Jeremy looked at me sorry.
''I could ask you the same Mikey.'' He just answered and went to the mirror.
''You ignored me the whole days! I deserve a fucking answer Jere!'' It slipped out of me and I felt how my lip was shaking a bit, like always when I was upset.

Jeremy turned around, obviously surprised about my reaction.
''I didn't ignore you! You ignored me!'' Jeremy walked over to me and pulled me by my shoulders which made me wince.
When he recognised what he was doing, he let go off me.
''Sorry...'' He said quietly and I sighed.
''It's..it's okay, whatever.'' I answered and shrugged.

''I don't wanted to ignore you-

POV Jeremy

Send him away.
What? No!
Do it, my system knows what's the best for you.
...

''You know what?'' I began and changed myself again into the anti-social guy from before.
Michael looked at me, friendly and also carefully, which made me even more regretful about what I was gonna do.

I'm gonna miss you player 1.

''You are a god damn loser, do you hear me? Just a loser!'' I shouted and saw how Michael looked shocked at me, the same time I felt sorry I also felt the power inside of me.

Good job Jeremy. Now go and get better company.
...

I almost ran out of the bathroom and left a sad Michael behind me.

He'll hate me forever!
That's the plan.
WHAT?!
Spoiler!
Shut down!

POV Michael

What did just happen...?

I felt how I began to tear up and I sat down on the rim of the bathtub.

No no no no no, that did not really happen! You are dreaming! None of this is real! I can't breathe, fuck fuck, no! Shit, I can't NO!

I felt how my breathing got heavier and i began to hyperventilate.

Now you're just Michael in the bathroom all by your fucking useless self!
Even your best friend left you now! Now you are alone, alone in this world! Wish I was never born! Fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK THIS SHIT!

I let myself slight into the bathtub and felt how the tears ran down my cheeks, I began to shake and to sob, knowing that no one would care if I'd just leave.

I could stay right here or disappear and no one would even notice at all! That explains everything! NO ONE cares!
I'M JUST MICHAEL WHO YOU DON'T KNOW!

I sobbed way more than before and my heart felt heavier like one big piece of it got ripped out of my body, through my skin out of my LIFE.

''You are dreaming you are dreaming you are dreaming. Michael you. Are. Dreaming,'' I whispered to myself, still not able to stop my crying.
''What do I even help, no one would miss me though.'' I sighed sadly and screamed.
''GOD I'M SUCH A LOSER!''