Taehyung couldn't sleep at night. Guilt was always there to stop his eyes to close in peace.
He never loved anybody before. He didn't know how does it feel to love someone or to receive love from someone.
He knows now. He had learned. He was learning everyday.
He learned when it felt bad to have no one to talk to. When there was no one who always used to smile at him.
He learned it when he found those little notes of love, from the tiffin boxes. He regretted as soon as he found those.
"I hope you will like this, Taehyungie. I made it for the first time for special someone. And my special someone is only you. I love you so much!"
"I'm sorry. I know that I don't make tasty food. Please try to eat it for once. Just one bite! I promise you that I will make better food for you. Love you!!"
"I guess you don't like the tiffin box. That's why you are throwing it, right? Just tell me what type of box do you want, I will give that box to you from next time. Love you!!"
So many papers from so many boxes. Each message always used to hold that special last line.
Love you.
Taehyung thanked the man who found the papers. Actually he was a worker of the university, who was cleaning the dustbins and found all those new boxes.
Nathan and Jaebum didn't talk to him. Whenever they saw him, they just pretended like they didn't see him.
He didn't go to Lisa from then. Because he didn't feel like it. Everytime he stared at the phone, he was reminded of his inattentive habits when certain someone used to talk to him.
He thought, he would be happy after being the top student of the university. But he didn't feel any good when he heard his name from the chancellor's mouth, as the top student.
He realized all these days that he ruined someone. He ruined himself.
He wants to do one thing now. He wants to apologise to Jungkook. He wants to apologise for everything.
He wants to tell Jungkook how he missed him so much. He wants to have a second chance.
He tried so many times to contact Jungkook. But couldn't get to him. He tried to know from Jimin, but Jimin just ignored him.
Finding no way, he went to the chancellor. Because he knew that all students' information always kept there.
"May I come in, sir?"- he asked nervously.
The chancellor looked at him and nodded. Taehyung entered and stood in front of the older's table.
The chancellor gestured him to sit down. "Do you need anything?"- he asked Taehyung, not taking his eyes from the book, he was reading.
Taehyung fiddled with his hands for sometimes, then asked finally, "Can I have Jungkook's address, sir?"
He quickly looked down when the chancellor looked at him suddenly. He furrowed his eyebrows and again looked at the book.
"Why? Didn't you get enough fun after ruining his life?"- he asked slowly.
Taehyung looked at the chancellor instantly with wide eyes. 'How does he know?'- he thought.
The chancellor smiled at Taehyung. "Don't worry. Jungkook didn't tell me anything. Though I gave him a last chance to speak the truth."- he said.
Memories flashed back in his head, where Jungkook mentioned about this. Taehyung nervously looked at him.
"I...I am...I am sorry, sir. I am extremely sorry, sir. I don't know what I was thinking back then. But I am regretting now every time when I remember that."- Taehyung said honestly.
"You did what you did. What do you want now from that boy? He has already gone from here for you!"- the chancellor raised his voice.
A single tear fell down from Taehyung's left eye. The chancellor noticed it and controlled his anger.
"Sir please! Help me sir! No one is talking to me, no one is giving me his information. Even my own friends are avoiding me for what I did. I just want to apologise to him, sir. Please!"- Taehyung pleaded.
Never in his life, he thought that he has to request someone for something like this.
But karma is a bitch, right?
"Calm down, Taehyung. I am understanding you. But I can't give you someone's information like this. Even if I give you, I hardly believe he would want to talk to you anymore."- the chancellor said.
"Please sir! Just tell me where he is. I will find him and apologize to him. This guilt is eating me from inside everyday. Please!"- Taehyung said while crying softly.
The chancellor sighed. He nodded and gave Taehyung Jungkook's address at last. Taehyung bowed at him again and again to show him his gratitude.
"I will go to you, bunny. I will make you mine again and this time I won't forget to cherish you with all the love I have in my heart."- Taehyung said to himself and wiped his tears.
He started for a new journey. This time he would make every moments memorable with Jungkook.
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