Broken

Chapter 44:have fun

I cannot believe after that whole speech I gave to Yogi he goes and dates that hoe! Yes I said I didn't care but who am I kidding? I do care and it hurts like a butt cheek on a stick! It's the worst kind of pain anyone can experience besides loss! I shake my head as I slip on my white dress and green khaki jacket before spraying perfume as I slipped into my pink sorta flats, I couldn't find any other flats so I chose those.

I slipped on my backpack and shake my head before grabbing my phone and heading out the door just as Hayley pulled up. I sigh as I climb in and buckle up.

"I'm sorry babes, I know it must hurt." I nod my head before sighing as I stare out the window.

"I just don't want to see that, it kinda hurts." I say as I rub my face before Hayley smiles sadly and pulls into the schools parking lot and parking under her tree before we get out and link arms.

"I know babes, I wish I could tell him what to do or see what's going through that dumb head of his but I can't." I nod as I look down and walk inside, heading towards my locker before opening it and hanging my head as I hold onto my locker door. I slowly grab everything and shove it into my backpack before shutting my locker door and turning around to see Kimberly hanging on Yogi.

"Hey Paisley-" I cut her off by glaring at her as I walk down the hall, holding my middle finger up to her and Yogi both but he doesn't have to know I was doing it to him before walking into my classroom.
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I drag myself out of my classroom as I make my way towards the lunch room as Hayley pulls me into the lunch room and get my lunch with Hayley before we sit down. Henry walks in and soon so does yogi and Kimberly *barf in my mouth*. I roll my eyes as Henry sits down with his food and yogi sits down across from me with Kimberly sitting on his lap and hanging on him.

"So how's cheerleading going for you Paisley?" Kimberly asks as I roll my eyes at her.

"Wouldn't you like to know?" I shake my head as I sit back and cross my arms.

"Yeah that's why I asked, what's wrong with you? Oh is it because you're jealous?" I scoff as my eyebrows shoot up to my hairline.

"Of what? You? Ha! There's nothing to be jealous of! I don't see anything that can make me jealous, do you? I didn't think so." I roll my eyes as I feel yogi kick my leg as I glare at him.

"Whatever." Kimberly rolls her eyes as I look at yogi who looks down.

"Some friend you are, Brayden." I emphasize his name as he flinches as Kimberly lols back at him.

"Friend?" She seethes as Hayley and Henry look at yogi who rubs the back of his neck before sighing and shaking his head.

"Not anymore." I look at him as Hayley and Henry gasp before I press my lips together and nod, feeling the tears come on.

"Oh I see now, you'll take a hoe over your friends. Some friend you are Brayden. You're such a jerk I don't see why I even became friends with you. But I see now. Have fun with that." I point at Kimberly before standing up and knocking my chair over as people snapped their heads towards my table as I glared at the both of them before storming out of the lunch room. I shake my head as I feel the tears rolling down my face as I ran down the hall and out the doors, sobbing as I ran faster and harder towards my house. I didn't want anyone to see me like this or drive me for that matter so I ran home, running through the woods until I found my house and ran up the porch and into the house.

I ran into my room, shutting and locking my door before diving into my bed and sobbing into my pillow. I let go of my phone as I curled in on myself, sobbing harder and harder into my pillow as I kicked my shoes off and shook my head. Why am I like this?! This is why I don't let people into my life! I lift my head up as I realize people are going to look for me here, I text Hayley asking her her to bring my backpack home for me before jumping up and going into my closet to change. I change into a sports bra and white matching sweatpants and by matching I mean brand type and pull and hoodie over my head before leaving my phone on my side table and wrote a note.

I left to get away for a while, I'll be back later. Please don't try to find me I just want to be alone.
-Paisley

I sigh as I tape it to my door before walking out the back door and into the woods, staying hidden as I walked out of town to the one place I wish I didn't know of. Mine and Brayden's spot.
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Once I get there I sigh and shake my head before climbing up a tall pine tree and finding a high place I can sit in and hang my legs a little bit. I stare out at the trees and the pond, looking around to see the bench off to the side as I shook my head and covered my face as the hot tears poured over my cheeks.

I wish I never let those guys into my life. They're good friends-well Henry is anyways and is actually my friend-Henry's a good friend so he doesn't count but Brayden?! Yeah he counts. I even shared personal things with him too! I should've known I couldn't trust him, he's just the school's player who goes to girl to girl! He does one night flings and doesn't care about people's feelings! No strings attached kinda guy! Why am I so stupid?! I was so stupid to think that he could change! He was starting to too! But no! He went back to the way he was! Except he's actually dating her now but she's a hoe so it works out sorta. Hopefully he gets hurt so he knows how it feels to be right about now.

There has to be a reasonable explanation.

No! He's just a jerk! Don't try to defend him I'm done! I can't stand getting hurt and I keep getting hurt and I'm sick and tired of it! That's all I've ever known growing up, pain pain and even more pain!

Okay, I'll respect that decision.

I wipe my tears away furiously as a hiccup escapes my mouth and I sob harder into the sleeves of my hoodie. I stay in my spot until the sun starts to set, that's when I climb down and walk home, I just needed to get away and was in a rush to do that but I'm in no rush to get home.