Forbidden love // Snowbarry

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Caitlin has canceled 3 dates in the past 2 weeks because Cisco keeps giving her more and more stuff to work on and she is starting to catch on that something is going on. "ok Cisco what are you doing" she asked suspiciously "i'm texting Barry to see what time he's coming in today" he says trying to act innocent "I mean why do you keep giving me so much stuff to do? You never gave me this much until I started dating Jackson" she says and at that moment he knew he was screwed "there's no pointing lying... I just don't want you going out with him because you are in love with someone else you just don't remember" he said giving out a deep sigh "you want me together with Barry, don't you?" she says "well i'm sorry but i'm dating Jackson" she said and then walked to her desk and continued working.

Caitlin's pov:
I knew deep down Cisco was right. I loved Barry but he doesn't feel the same way so I decide to not to show my true emotions. I loved my boyfriend but not the same way I loved Barry and I know it was messed up but my heart wanted what my heart wanted and I couldn't deny that. The next few weeks were rough, I broke up with Jackson and we decided to just be friends. I only did that because I couldn't stop thinking about Barry but I knew he loved Iris so I decided not to show any sign of emotion so that no one knew how I felt about him. But these days felt like they did after the particle accelerator went off and Ronnie died, it was quiet and lonely.
Cisco and Barry often had plans to all hang out but I couldn't be around him without
wanting to kiss him. What was wrong with me? 

Barry's pov: 
I was running around in the speed lab but all I could think about was Caitlin.
How before she loved me back but now she has barely any emotion. I decided to tell
her my feelings for her... again so I stopped running but all I remember was passing out.
"he's awake" Caitlin said softly to Cisco who was watching Netflix on his computer "that's great, Caitlin do you mind measuring his heart rate and vitals while he runs on the treadmill?  I have to meet Kamila" he says she nods "of course you go have fun" she said with that
beautiful smile that lit up the room. "come over here please" she said.

Caitlin pov:
I needed to make sure he was ok by measuring his vitals and hear rate while he runs but in order to do soI have to put on some patches onto his chest meaning he had to take his shirt off. I didn't like the idea of that because I knew myself and my feelings, i'd overload with emotion.
"are you ok?" he asked softly "yes why would you ask that?" I ask grabbing my tablet and the patches "because you are acting like you did when I first met you, meaning you aren't smiling and look upset" he said and i knew he was right "that's none of your concern Bar-" I got cut of because at that moment he took his shirt off and I turn around although I have to put the patches on anyway. He laughs "give me a warning next time" I say sarcastically
"i didn't think I had to" he said laughing I then start putting the patches on and we are both
dead silent neither of us said a single word. 

Barry's pov:
I'm tired of hiding my feelings for her "Cait?" I ask getting her attention. She was doing something on her tablet "yes Barry?" she replied while typing something. I tip her chin so she looks up at me "what are you doing?" she asked nervously as if I would hurt her. I didn't answer I just walked closer to her and I kissed her. "why did you do that?" she asked confused "because I love you Cait, and I was tired of hiding my feelings for you" I say she looks surprised then looks down and whispers "that's what its like kissing the fastest man alive" she then pointed at the treadmill. I walked over and started running as if nothing happened.