sometimes all i can think about is the love and how it consumed me.
how you always felt like home at the end of a long day.
sometimes i'm so mad at myself for what i did and didn't do.
sometimes i'm mad at you for giving up before i had a chance to help things.
sometimes the hole in my heart threatens to swallow me up and i'm barely treading water, desperate to stay above the surface.
sometimes i wish we could just press restart but we might just end up at the same place.
one thing i know for sure is how much i loved you. everything else is uncertain.
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of all the stars that shine | poetry
Poetryhave you ever been heartbroken? depressed? stuck in your head? me too. here's some of what goes in my mind. take a look, maybe you can relate. a collection of poems from the past couple years. this is just my own way of journaling.