i will sit here alone
with this hole in my heart
and shove you as far down
and to the back
of my mind as i can
i will sit here alone
and do my best to distract myself
and fake a smile
until you decide to want me
or until the pain fades away forever
until then,
i will pretend
YOU ARE READING
of all the stars that shine | poetry
Poetryhave you ever been heartbroken? depressed? stuck in your head? me too. here's some of what goes in my mind. take a look, maybe you can relate. a collection of poems from the past couple years. this is just my own way of journaling.