Sins of the past

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Sanem's POV

After they closed the door behind us, he walked to the bed slowly and looked down at me. "Why did you do it?" He asked. I was looking away avoiding eye contact.

"How long have you known?" I was replying him with a question.

"I asked first..."

I hit the bedside table so hard and yelled at him. "Answer me, You jerk! When did you find out who my dad was?" I blinked and a drop of tears rolled down my cheeks.

"Just recently." He answered.

Huh! I scoffed. "So that's why you suddenly wanted to break up." I looked down at her hand and rubbed the canula on my hand.

"Am sorry. I didn't know how to tell you." He rubbed my forehead.

"I can't believe i almost killed myself over a fool like you. Farha's Son." She finally looked up and stared at his face. Her nose flared and eyes were red with anger.

"Your family is really having a good time,unlike mine. How can i be so stupid? I should have known right from highschool. You were always a thorn in my towel." I brought out the pink handkerchief his mother gave me along time ago.
"Here. Take this back. If you could remember the day you asked me to run after your football in high school and i fell. She gave it to me to clean my dirty face and called...me..beautiful." I sighed and handed it over to him, which he collected with a trembling hand.

My eyes began to twitch when i mentioned highschool. It was like fate was playing us since a long time ago. We never got along from the start.
"You never loved me right?" My lips were trembling and twitching. "Did you ever love me the way i did?"

"Sanem...you know..." he stammered but i stopped him by waving my hands.

"You don't have to say anything! I don't want to hear." but he continued talking.

"It's my fault. That rainy day, I shouldn't have went back to you. When you asked if you could lean on me forever, I shouldn't have said Yes....I'm very sorry. I hope you live a good life. Take care." He stepped backward and made his way to the door.

Hah! He was regretting meeting me now?

I closed my eyes and heaved a long sigh. "I...want you to become very unhappy. I...want you to cry every night. Everytime you think about me...i want you to break down. I know i might die of depression thinking about you. So...I want you to feel guilty for the rest of your life." My neck contracted letting out all the cries I've been trying to hold. The water pool in my eyes opened it's gate and I broke down. I watched as he left the room and closed the door behind him.

My heart ached like it was going to explode. I hate you! I hate you! Yahhhhhhh! I threw my pillows, blanket and anything my hand could reach. My mum and nurses rushed inside trying to hold me down.

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Firash's POV

I'll soon forget the color of your eyes and you'll soon forget mine.

My legs were so weak that I couldn't move them. I slumped down the hallway. Hot tears rolled down my cheeks. I buried my face in my palms and cried like a small child.