Sins of the past

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Firash's POV

I helped my mum to her room. She needs a good rest and sleep now that everything was okay now but she was still trembling in her blanket. "Mum. You need to sleep." I tucked her in the blanket. She fake a sad smile and nodded. "Alright. I'm glad you're okay. You did the right thing,baby." I let out wide grin when she called me baby, kissed her forehead and left her room quitely.

The moment i closed the door behind me, Dad was standing by the door with slumped shoulders and confused face. "Is she okay?" He asked with wandering eyes. Lol. Dad loves mum so much that getting her upset for a bit makes him so uncomfortable. For the first time in 24years he shouted at her very loud that she started trembling and cried so much.

"Tsk. Tsk. Tsk. Dad if you knew you'll be this worried and concern, then why shout at mum in the first place. Hmmmm! I sighed. "She's asleep already." was all i said and walked away to my room.

3hours later i went to check up on Mum but Dad was holding her hands as she rested her head on his chest. They slept peacefully and i could see the mixed emotions on their faces.

Seeing the both of them together like this made me think of Sanem. Yes! Before i made her quit drinking, she would rant all through and fall asleep on my chest.

And there was this time that we lied to our parents that we were going on a field trip and we would meet up, travel together to Trabzon. The early money hangover soup i made for her in the morning after the night clubbing, where she always gets drunk. I made her stop alot of bad habits of hers but not smoking, she couldn't stop and it was her way of getting rid of stress and I couldn't argue because i also smoke nargile(shisha) and tried cigarettes a few times. Now all that was history and i have to move on. It was hard because of the unending hatred between us was fighting the love we ever had.

A cold breeze grazed my cheeks. It was a cold beautiful quite night, with lots of star shining in the dark blue sky.

"You're still awake?" Halima whispered with a sleepy voice and rubbed her eyes. She moved to my side and leaned on the wooden varenda rail.

"I can't sleep. I've got alot on my mind." I sighed.

She patted my back softly. "I know. Am sorry about everything but go to bed and rest okay." She dragged me to my room and kissed me goodnight on the cheeks. And it was weird because when i and a Sanem were a thing, I'd feel uncomfortable when she does that but now it was normal like back when we were kids. I closed my eyes and welcomed the sleep that got pity on me and finally came.

Three days later, the atmosphere and mood in the house was cold and boring. Everyone still seemed to be affected by the previous incidents, while we were all eating and trying hard to get our attentions carried away on the dining table, Dad broke the silence. "We will all be going on a one-month vacation for the summer. Everyone should pack a small backpack and get ready."

"Summer vacation!? Am so happy we're on holiday. Where are we going?" Edina squealed with excitement. "But where are we going Dad?"

"Honolulu." Dad answered shoving spicy steak in his mouth.

"Honolulu...Honolulu...Hono.." She repeated trying to figure out where?

"I wonder how you pass your exam, Hawaii! Honolulu is in Hawai, you dummy." I said and clicked my tongue.

"Hawaii!!!" Mum, Edina and Halima chorused loudly scaring me and Dad. He almost choked on his food.  They were suprised and at the same time happy. Whenever we go on a family vacation, Dad was always picking fun+educative places but this time, instead he picked the romantic vibe places he reserved for mum. This time his taste changed.