Sins of the past

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Firash's POV

Fuck! Fuck!! Fuck!!!. I was driving my sport car at its turbo limit, almost tearing out the tires. My head was reeking smoke of anger. My parents found out that Sanem was in Hong Kong with me. I was so upset that i stomped on the accelerator forcefully.

My sister snitched. She suddenly appeared in Hong Kong with no warning and decided to tell my mum the tales she saw.

Trrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!! stepped on the accelerator so hard. I wanted to drive so fast and furiously until he would fly. The sky won't be his limit.

His thoughts were clogged with Sanem. He wished he hadn't met her now. His life became so dysfunctional again.

Love will remember by Selena Gomezz suddenly started playing from the radio.

🎶🎵You said you loved me, I said I loved you back
What happened to that? What happened to that?
All your promises, and all them plans we had
What happened to that? What happened to that?
Boom, gone
Yeah, we move on
Even if we try to forget
Love will remember you
And love will remember me
I know it inside my heart
Forever will forever be ours
Even if we try to forget
Love will remember, love will remember....🎶🎵

Shut the fuck up!! Yaaaa!! I pressed the stop button but the song continued playing. Shut up! Do i need to listen to this kind of crap? Now?

I suddenly stepped on the brake and stopped the car on a secluded road.

I ripped the radio out "You don't know how to stop right?" and threw it hard on the floor. Hahhhhh! I breathed in and sighed.

What have i done wrong? Since the break up, i tried to erase her with chlorine and bleach out of my life. Seriously. I studied hard and excelled in it. My Social life was going well. I dated alot of classy ladies, even celerities. Went on countless vacations, travelled the world and all.

After he earned Masters degree in Business and Hotel Management from Hong Kong, he started working as a regular employee in my family's business. He even got his own resort and hotel. Two years of intensive hardwork, made him a workaholic who had no time for women.

He thought meeting Sanem won't have even a slight effect on him at all but he was wrong. His feelings for her were rushing back again. He couldn't forget Sanem's beautiful face, her sweet smile and the taste of her lips. There were timeshe hired people to stalk and take pictures of her for him everytime he missed her so badly. Few years after their breakup, He was hurt seeing her so sad too, and seldom smiling.

Firash, your life is a mess!

I started the car and went back to my suite. "Hey where have you been?" Ugur shouted when i pulled the car into the premises.

"You'll need another radio." I said triumphantly, and walked in sluggishly. Now i wanted me to be alone.

"Why??" Ugur was confused but i just walked away. Luis was happy to see me back, he knew how angry and disturbed i was when i left earlier.

"Sir, would you like anything? You might be hungry."

"No. I dont want anything but just to be alone. Cancel all my schedules and meetings for the whole week. I don't want anybody into my suite, even family!" I looked at him subconsciously while he nodded. "Do i make mysefl clear?"

"Yes, Sire." He left and i locked my door. Now a shower is all . Thinking while having a shower really works good for me. I stopped in front of the large standing mirror in the room and admired my self for a minutes.