Ms. Nerdy Sweet Revenge (ON GOING)

Chapter 9: A joke

Miara's POV

Nakakainis!

I hate her! Her appearance, her personality, her guts, her confidence and all! She has this personality that can ruin my day. Pero para sa akin isa siyang hamak na nerd lang. It won't change the fact that she's still a loser a nerd specifically.

Sana hindi ko na siya kinaibigan noon -well you can call it plasticity. I fooled her, i tricked her. But it's not worth it and im so stupid! I hate myself because of what i have done.

Nakipagkaibigan ako sa kanya para malaman ko kung paano siya mag study. I know that kind of plan is stupid. Wala na akong magawa eh.

And you know what's really Shocking?

Nalaman ko lang naman na siya pala ang may ari ng school nato. Hindi halata sa kanya eh.

My parents...

They are pushing me hard,so hard to the point that i can be crashed. They said parents only wants us for the best. But why? I can't feel it... Even a single glimpse.

I just did that because im tired of hearing their disappointed complaints.

"2nd? That's all?"

"Miara! Napakabobo mo naman!"

"Rank one lang ang hiningi namin but you failed it."

"How long can make us feel disappointed?"

Are they even my parents? All i wanted was a normal life as normal student. Hindi yung pinapagod ang sarili sa kakaaral. Hindi yung gagawin ang lahat para mapsayo ang gusto mo.Hindi yung pinipilit kang maging matalino para maging proud sila sayo. Hindi yung sinasakal ka na sa mga salitang nakakasakit na sa damdamin mo...

They don't even think about my feelings...

Ano na lang ba ako para sa kanila? A material that can make their future succes? Yes. I carry their future. Sa akin nakabatay ang future nila. But im not a robot. I can't easily do things they asked for.

I have a dream too. But they never asked like the other parents do. "Anak anong pangarap mo?" , "Anak susuportahan ka namin sa gusto mo." ,"Follow your dreams anak." I want to hear that coming from them.

But how?

Im so sick of my life!

Im tired.

Im hopeless.

***

Georgin's POV

Natagpuan ko ang sarili kong nakaupo sa bermuda grass sa Quadrangle. Since wala naman kaming class napagisipan kung dumito muna. Hindi lang naman ako mag isa dito may nga estudyante din dito.

I like the ambiance here. It's so peaceful and relaxing whenever i look up the blue sky.

A question pop up my mind.

Bakit hanggang ngayon wala parin akong kaibigan?

That question makes me sad.

Bakit ngayon ko lang na realize na pwedi pala akong magbago? I thought after what happened years I'll be okay in a way that i don't need to trust someone. Kasi nga diba niloko na ako?

Napaigtad ako ng may biglang umakbay sakin. At hindi ako makapaniwalang si-Kyle pala.

Nakangisi siya sa akin at saka kumindat. Inalis ko ang kamay niya sakin saka lumayo na kunti.

"Anong ginagawa mo dito?" tanong ko.

"Bakit masama?"

Umiling naman ako. Parang wala akong gana ngayon. It was like im back to my usual self. The cold and silent me.

"Georg..." mahinang sabi niya. He's serious while saying that.

"Bakit?"

He has mesmerizing brown eyes, thick eyelashes and red lips. Kung tingnan mo siya ng matagal nag mumukha siyang inosenti.

"Nothing." he chuckled.

Kumunot ang noo ko. Hindi naman kasi kami close nu. Baka ma issue pa kami dito lalo na't si kyle ang lumapit sakin.

"Naalala mo ba ang sinabi ko sa cafeteria?" biglang tanong niya.

Hindi ko yun nakalimutan simula nung araw na yun.

"It was supposed to be a joke." napakamot siya sa buhok niya.

A-ano?

He was kidding? Pero...

I felt disappointed but i should not right?

"A-ah okay. I didn't take it s-seriously though." napayuko ako. I pinch my thumbnail. It's my mannerisms whenever I'm tense. But i hope he will not notice it.

"Well hehe. I've gotto go! Bye!" he said then walk out.

Napatitig ako sa likod niya nang matagal. Well Kyle is a playboy at siguro kahit sinong babae sinasabihan niya ng ganyan. Naalala ko pa yung araw na sinabihan niya ako ng ganun tapos nung pauwi na ako nakita ko siyang maykahalikan.

He's a playboy.

And once a playboy always a playboy.

***

This night I'm going to plan my vengeance. I'll make sure that it's sweet and unforgettable.

Naka ready na ng lahat sa mansiyon ko. I prepared an after exam party. Sa totoo lang hindi naman dapat mag party dahil lang sa ganito but i insisted.

Tomorrow will be the perfect day because it's friday. Hindi ako ang nag invite sa kanila. I asked zyca instead.

"Zyca gusto mo bang sumali ako sa club mo?"

"Yes! Pero ayaw mo naman diba?"

"I'll join."

"Talaga?"

"But do me a favor."

"Sure basta easy lang."

"Gusto ko mag karoon ng party friday night sa mansiyon ko. I want you to invite them however dont tell them that it's my party."

Una parang hesitant pa siya but for the sake of her club recruitment she has no choice but to say yes.

And about sa pag uwi nina mommy at daddy i called them. Sabi ko huwag muna silang umuwi, they asked why, i told them i will held a party at our house,nung sinabi ko sa kanila yun they were happy. They have known me as lonely girl so they're surprised. Alam kung papayag sila kaya they agree, pero bawal daw ang uminom. Kaya umoo na lang ako. But actually i prepared a liquor. Im sorry mom and dad.

Tomorrow will be a sweet night!