Have we met before? |TAENNIE

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-Jennie

I fix myself inside the comfort room, putting a light make up so that my puffy eyes because of so much crying would be covered a little.

But, it's still obvious, Jen.

I skipped all the subjects today, now i still have 4 more subjects since it's lunch break. I wonder how's the girls doing, I know now they think I'm crazy on what I've acted earlier this morning.

Stupid Jennie!

I looked once again in the mirror, checking my face, before going outside but someone had open the door before I do.

"Oh gosh Jennie! We've been looking for you the whole morning! If we wouldn't have decided to go here first we won't be able to see you! Are you okay??! Aishhhh"
Lisa said then hugged me, why is she like this? I'm just a new one here, she's an angel.

"Is there something wrong? Did he harassed you? Did he touched your butt?! Oh damn tha—"
I cut rosé off and spoke

"No, I'm okay and no.. he didn't ... I ... I.. a-actually"
       I stutter and can't say a thing

"Actually ...what?"
Lisa and rosé still looking straight to me waiting for my answer.

"I.. I just remembered something that's why I left"
A little bit of lie again.

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"Jendeukie, promise me you won't ..... never ever lie"
He said and hugged me, I'm a little bit confused

"What?"
I hugged him back with a smile on my lips

"Promise me you'll never lie, not to someone, not to me... okay?"
He asked for assurance, I really love this man

"Okay, I promise I'll never lie"
I smiled brightly and hugged him again

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"Ohh c'mon Jennie, tell us, you look lying to us"
Rosé pouted. Should I tell them? No, I'll just look like a rude fan claiming he's mine before.... before

"It's real" I denied, not looking to their eyes.

"We saw you cried, Jennie."
Lisa in a serious look, still not now.

"I cried because I haven't eaten a breakfast and I left the stove open.. I was worried, really."
Nice lie Jennie, you just promise not to lie and then here you're doing it, always.

Their faces form a little bit of convince, then they nod.

"Okay, c'mon, we'll eat lunch"
Lisa grabbed my hands, I feel the guilt for not telling them, I mean not now. I'm not yet ready.

"Sorry guys for giving you worry"
I bowed my head and just look to the floor, I'm such a burden.

"Aishhh, it's nothing.. you are our friend now"
Rosé smiles sweetly and caress my hair as we took the path to the canteen.

Rosé and I look a table for us while Lisa will order the food for lunch.

"Rosé, I don't have any money to pay for the lunch, I haven't talk to my scholarship sponsor yet."
I bowed a little, feeling bit shy. She just laughed.

"Oh? Look, you don't have to worry.. I mean okay, you'll treat us when you have enough money but first don't be shy on us.. treat us as your best friends please."
She said with a smile on her face while she cupped my hands, I somehow feel okay because these girls are with me.