Have we met before? |TAENNIE

Thirteen

Jennie POV

"Jennie! Wher—oh my gosh.."
        rosé running towards me but then stops when she saw what my face is.

"Your eyes unnie"
        Lisa said worriedly, I gave a smile to them..

"Hi"
    I know my eyes were swollen now...

"Jennie what happened?"
        Rosé ask and Lisa nodded

"Can I ask?"
      I favored, they Nodded in an instant.

"Since when did you know Taehyung?"
        I wanted to ask them what happened to Taehyung, instead of asking Taehyung.

"Ohh... that, we knew him more than a year now... but Jungkook ,Jimin, Jin-the guys- known him I guess almost 2 years now..."
      Lisa explains

"Okay.... thank you..."
     I said..

"Did something happened earlier?"
        Rosé suddenly ask

I smiled painfully to them, and then the tears starts to fall again..
Everything, that 2 years we shared.. it's all forgotten.. Taehyung, my love.. I became an oblivion to him..

"He totally forgot me..."
        I stated

"So, did you ask Taehyung already earlier?"
      Lisa asked

"Yeah, he said he have amnesia, did you talked to him?"
         Rosé followed

I shook my head continuously, pain playing around me.

"No, he The Who asked me...."

"Soo? What did he said?"
      They ask In chorus

"If do I know him, if did we met before..... but I said.... no"
          I said, teary eyes and cracky voice.

"What?why? It's an opportunity Jennie"
         Lisa exclaimed

"No, I won't ruin his life again, his mom will surely get mad... and... jisoo unnie too"

They both covered their mouth in shock ness as I've finished my words.

"You know jisoo unnie?"
      Rosé ask..

"I mean of course, we've been together since me and Taehyung  are lovers"
     I said

"You don't have to lie, he deserves to know the truth Jennie"
   Lisa said

"He deserve to have a peaceful life.... without me"
     I said

"He won't have a peaceful life if he'll live with lies"
      Rosé said

"And he won't live peacefully with me"

"Jennie, Taehyun—"
     I cut Lisa off and speak

"His mom hates me, jisoo unnie hates me, his relatives hates me, myself hates me... he can't have peaceful life if that's what I'm feeling, the fact..."
      I said

"It's okay if I only have one-sided love, I will let my memories on him be drowned, just to see him happy of course..."
    I added and before they could respond, the bell rang means the class might start in no minute.

"And I've promise myself not to ruin him... again...so please, just keep everything a secret..."
    I said and wave to them then go inside our room..

It's better to be selfish because it's good for the others, it may find unfair but it's the only way I think for now ...

it's good for him not to know me.. because if I pursue this, it will be like 'me and you against the world' which is not good for both of us... I've realized this all last night... and he'll be better without me.

"Okay class, let's start!"
     Prof. said

———

I'm now standing with the girls, their waiting for their
boy-friends..

Then my eyes grew wide as the guys came, they're with yoongi...

I never knew he's schooling here

"Yoongi Oppa!"
     Lisa and Chaeyoung excitedly hugged yoongi.. I just bowed because I don't want to be rude enough for an arrogant man like yoongi..

"We would like you to meet Jennie.. she's our friend"
        they introduced me then yoongi looks at me..

"I know her, she works for us"
        He said, I looked down, I feel embarrassed..

"Oh? Is that so? That's great!!!"
       Lisa said smiling

"Anyway, why are crying earlier? You look like idiot in the garden"
       Yoongi suddenly ask me.. and insulted

Did he saw me? There's no one in the garden that time....

"S-She cried earlier? What time?"
       Taehyung asked

I feel tensed when he asked.. yoongi looks at me once again then speak.

"Around 6 in the morning.."

I looked up to Taehyung, his face were unexplainable.. rosé and Lisa were shocked also Jimin... Then yoongi and Jungkook are just unbothered...

My hands were shaking as how Taehyung looks at me.. I guess I just caught in a lie...

"6? Before we met at The canteen?"
      Taehyung asked yoongi once again

"Yeah, why?"

"I- I have to g-go, I still h-have work t-to d-o.. bye"
        I nervously left them..

Damn that yoongi! You're ruining my plans!