Have we met before? |TAENNIE

Thirty-one

Suddenly my foot slipped. Good thing my hand grip tighter so I didn't fall.

"TAEHYUNG!!"

I could feel my heart racing so fast, seems like it wanted to go out.. I thought I would die..

I almost die because of my shit!

then I turn to look to Jennie.. she's sitting on the floor with her eyes closed tightly and her hands covering her ears.

I smiled secretly and slowly went down from the barrier so that she won't hear me..

Then, I slowly approached her and lean closer to her face.. just to find out she's crying already.. I feel guilty about the sudden action I did.

"Shhh, don't cry..."
      I said with teasing tone and wiped her tears, she immediately open her eyes and it widen as she saw me..

"Yah!" She then pushed me and stand.

"Tell me, why are you crying?"  
       I asked

She stops for a moment and looked at the floor, I keep my eyes on her when I just saw her crying once again.

And in a sudden pop from my head, I hugged her tight...

Hugging her feels so different from hugging other girls...

"Let me do this for a while, please"
     

Jennie POV

I don't know but I feel so scared....

I feel scared that he just almost slipped and fell....

It's like, all of the feelings from that day just came back...

The conscience, the fear of seeing him like that, the guilt.. all..... I feel really scared and weak.

Then, he suddenly hugged me with no reason..

His hugs...

That I'm longing for years...

How I wish that you can remember me..

But I can't, because I will cause trouble to you... to your life

"Let me do this for a while, please"
         He said..

I closed my eyes deep and tried to stop the tears, but it doesn't help.

"I'm sorry for making you cry"
       He added

I didn't hug him back nor talked and just feel this moment for seconds...

My heart belongs to you, and only to you.....

I love you but everyone might disagree, maybe even you actually...

We're like asymptotic line, we can never be together..

If you'll know how liar I am...

Would you still come near me?

I just decided to push him away then looked at his eyes..