Deluded

Chapter 64

Abram's P.O.V

Driving towards the neighborhood where Evangeline is supposed to be with my heart inside my mouth.

My foot impatiently taps hard against the car's rug and my fingers automatically fiddles with themselves.

"What is your plan bro" Sebestian inquired as he sat besides me while Zack drove and Nicholas sat on the passenger seat.

"To tell you the truth, I don't have any idea. I can't think of anything else to do except for kissing her. And that sounds weird, right?" I answered, like a complete idiot.

Hearing my words, the boys at the front couldn't help but chuckle and Sebestian clearing his throat stopped them, thankfully.

What the f*ck is wrong with you Abram? You're becoming way too soft.

"No, I take that back. I think, I'll just drag her with me back home after I deal with that maggot" I stated, as I unbuttoned the first three buttons of my shirt, feeling a bit uncomfortable and hot despite the air conditioning.

"Whatever makes you sleep at night, Abram. But remember to be calm with her. It's all new for her, and she's delicate, so be patient with her and as for Rico, I know that you won't spare him but what about Adrian? What are you going to do with him? He's not a saint either" Sebestian spoke out, making my shoulders tensed once again and the air around the car to thickened.

"Sebestian, not now" Nicholas hissed while Sebestian couldn't help but scoff out loud, clearly not in the mood to take any crap from Nicholas.

"Why, Nicholas? Still can't take shit about your little best friend?" Sebestian snickered back, making Nicholas to breathe out loud but he decided not to say anything while I sat back, pulling my hair in frustration. This stupid problems won't just end. They keep coming one by one.

Nicholas and Adrian has always been close, in fact they two were like partners in crime, he was one of us but he decided to turn his back on us and betrayed us and since the day he revealed his true colors, everything changed.

Nothing was the same anymore. I lost my family, a sister and a brother. His single disgusting decision left us all scarred. And since that day and I lost my family, Sebestian vowed to kill him since he was left heart broken and forever deprived of the chance to ever ask my sister out.

He used to always admire her from distance and to be honest, I didn't have any problem with that because I knew Sebestian well. I know his intentions but then Adrian decided to make his move with her and long story short, he made her fall deep to him and as a friend and a brother, there was nothing that I could do.

All I did was watch in silence and that's the worst and terrible mistake I made in my life and I'm going to carry it with me till the day I left this world.

I wanted to avenge their deaths, I wanted to do the same exact thing they did but that was before, after meeting Evangeline she made me forget all my plans and motives. She's the reason why I'm here in the first place.

If I just stuck with my plans then I wouldn't have to be worrying this much at all. I let go of my revenge so that I could have her but in the end, no matter how I try to be a saint, I always turn to be the devil and I'm slowly losing all my hopes, but I know better.

I won't give up until I get what I want.

"I swear if it wasn't for Evangeline then we wouldn't have to worry about Adrian. So hold your horses Sebestian. I know how badly you want to kill him but not until I say so. I have to get Evangeline first" I stated, making Sebestian scoff out loud while Nicholas and Zack stayed silent.

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Arriving the small neighborhood, Zack parked in front of the curb of a normal 2 floored house which I guess is where that maggot bought Evangeline.

Letting out a deep breath, I got out of the car, taking out my black coat and folding the sleeves of my white shirt, with the boys soon following me out of the car.

And just when I was about to stride forward, Zack stopped me on my track.

"Aren't you taking your gun with you?" He questioned, while I shook my head no, making him and Nicholas frown.

" You're the one who said not to do anything in front of her so what exactly am I supposed to do? Cause I know for sure that if I bring any weapons with me, I won't be able to stop myself from putting a bullet in that maggot" I snapped, making him smile sheepishly.

" Oh sorry man, I forgot" he replied, making me roll my eyes dramatically.

The sun was already setting and I tried my best to push down the urge to throw up as I can somehow feel deep down inside me that this reunion of us won't go too well. I have a feeling and that feeling is always right.

No, be positive, Abram. This will turn out good just wait. A small voice at the back of my head stated, somehow consoling me that maybe after all, it won't be too bad, right?

Walking in front of the wooden door, I couldn't help but let out a small breathe, as I attempt to hold myself together of what id about to come.

"Remember be calm and don't be too harsh with her or in front of her, Abram" Zack reminded once again, making me nod as I slowly twisted the doorknob opened, not bothering to ring the doorbell or to make our presence known.

Pushing the door opened, we quietly strode inside and while the whole time, chanting the words, "be calm" "don't do anything in front of her" repeatedly, like a broken record and for a second, I really thought that I'll have my sh*t together.

But little did I know that all my senses will fly out of the window as soon as I get too see how they have been spending time while I was in hell.

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