The Omegas Alpha Servant | Taegguk

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Most of y'all is probably not gonna care about what I'm about to say and why updates has been...slowed(?) Down.

That's okay bc you don't have to care at all. I just feel like I owe and explanation.

This app has been....toxic....not like how it was when I first started Wattpad–er wattshit.

The hate on authors, that website that I don't even want to....ew. That fucking website, and the app just glitching my fucking account– it all just gave me anxiety.

I had to take a break from the app. All the negative energy from the app wasn't good for me. My health needed help.

All from one single app. But now I'm back and I'm fine. I have slight writers block right now so updates still might be slow plus I have two new ff's (out of the many drafts/ ideas I have) I really wanna publish but I can't right now.

I have too many books to finish lol.

Anyways, I want to say thank you for reading my books or just this book or just following me and supporting me and waiting patiently for updates.

No matter how much wattshit throws at us or me or whatever, I'm not leaving and running away. There's a reason.

There is hate everywhere. We can't escape from it. Do y'all see the world now? It's stupid and filled with evil bitches.

No matter where we move to— to write on or to just read on, there will always be that one person or a huge ass group just ready to attack you, me, people...

It's a scary thought but hey, it's life. Life's a bitch. And always will be. It's sad.

It's the internet. There's no peace. At least I hope there is but as far as I know and seen, there's no peace.

2020 really sucks. It fucked up everything. The Rona...that bitch. You had your stay. Leave, hoe! My Instagram account getting hacked...I worked so hard on it but eh, it's fine ig. Gotta get over it lmao. School getting cancelled and now I'm stressed.

These teachers think I don't have eight classes. I can't even keep up with my other classes because I'm keeping up with one and two others at the same time.

I'm tired. I'm tired of worrying about if I'm gonna pass to go to the tenth grade when school is cancelled and I can't even keep up with my classes.

I can't believe I'm saying this but I wanna go back to school. It was easier like that.....

Needless to say....fuck you 2020.

Moving on.

Now, to all the struggling and stressed people or just people in general....

Life is dumb stupid right now but no matter how dark it could be, make sure you have that light that can shine above you in your most darkest times.

I get that it's hard to do that because I myself have a hard time trying to keep myself lighting up.

I don't have a lot of words right now....I lost my sanity a long time ago and this message might seem all over the place...bc it is but everyone needs to hear something positive and love in their life.

I think that's what this world lacks in. They lack to give attention to the people who needs it. They lack to show that they care. They lack in a lot of things.

This world is sensitive over anything now and days and it's getting worse if you know what I'm talking about.

This message is getting to long but I love y'all, stay safe...pls. And take care of yourself. It's okay to be selfish for yourself when you need it the most.

Time for yourself is a good thing. It makes you feel better.

Thank you khush_08 for everything. I'm going to say this a million times, I love you. You help me with a lot of things. You refresh me if that's even the right word but you know what I mean lol. I love you. 

Thank you to my close wattshit friends and my readers and followers for staying with me.

One more thing....don't force me to update...it's gonna make me stall more lmao. I can get petty.

I don't mind when you ask me when's the next update but being straight out rude about it can piss me off and make my petty meter go to zero to one thousand real quick.

Again, I love y'all. Stay sane lol and I'll be updating soon hopefully 👐🏾 💜

KyKy ༄