Jealousy | lashton |

Chapter 4

[Ashton's pov]

The school week went by pretty fast and I managed to avoid luke I haven't spoke to him since I stormed out of his house

Since all of that me and oscar had grew pretty close and we were at the mall hanging out

We were having so much and I was loving it he was so funny he kept me smiling

It was kinda like a date type thing but we didn't want to label it

We decided to check out the new store and oscar ended up buying a shirt

When we were on our way out we saw Luke and jasmine they were meant to be a couple but they honestly couldn't get further apart

Oscar saw the uncomfortable look on my face and entwined our hands I smiled at the comfort he was offering

We weren't a thing but he was sweet and it was nice having him as a friend

I looked back over to luke and he diddnt seem very happy with the fact that me and oscar where holding hands

Seriously what is with him? He must of caught on with my crush and wanted to play games with me, typical

That explains it!

I tried my hardest to ignore it I felt so hurt by it all so I tugged oscar out of the mall

I thanked him for the wonderful day and we went our own ways

I've changed my mind on luke he's now luke hemming the douchbag straight guy who wants to play with people's feelings

The way he acted with me in his house the other day I bet he's homophobic

I seriously needed to stop thinking about him I was just putting myself down

I headed into my room and searched for my speakers

I plugged my phone in and blasted green day letting the music consume me

I was so done with everything so done with being upset done with luke I was just so annoyed

That was when I realised I was done with the jealousy

I was so filled with jealousy it was unbelievable I hadn't even realised what it was until now

Stupid cute good looking perfect luke hemmings I wish I never knew

I feel so stupid I fell for a straight guy how would I ever get a chance with him?

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This chapters short and before anyone complains it's because there's a twist in the next chapter a nice surprise for everyone I hope you's like it!!