𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞 ᶠⁱˡˡⁱᵉ

new email

milliebbrown@gmail.com→fwolfhard@gmail.com

i couldn't sleep so i looked through my pictures.

there's a whole folder that's pictures of you. and us.

it's weird, in those pictures, you could never tell that that boy would break my heart.

there's all these videos you took on my phone that i've never seen.

i don't wanna watch them. it'll hurt to much.

something inside me needs to watch them though.

i want to see your smile no matter how much it hurts me.

i miss how you said my name.

you gave me so many stupid nicknames but mills was your favorite.

my mom called me mills the other day and it took everything inside me to not cry on the spot.

you hurt me and you don't even care.

I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
i hate that i have to hate you.

yours fucking truly,
"mills"

sent to fwolfhard@gmail.com
02/09/20
3:54 am

a/n
hey guys,

how are y'all doing?

anyways

stay safe
❤️