𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞 ᶠⁱˡˡⁱᵉ

new email

milliebbrown@gmail.com→fwolfhard@gmail.com

finn
hey,
it's been a while.
i'm getting closer with sadie.
she's calebs girlfriend who we always made fun of for not smoking with us.

turns out her older brother died from lung cancer.

she's nice and funny. she lives life completely different than how we did.

she's vegan, which is actually pretty cool and she has this optimism that is so contagious.

she smiles and it's like she lights up a room.

i know she's with caleb but sometimes i really wish she wasn't.

i'm confused but she's the closest thing i have to my finn wolfhard.

i met a softmore, noah.

he's really cool and i guess he's famous on tik tok. you would know better than i would.

he hypes me up constantly and can make me smile.

i tell myself i'm doing better because i want you to think i am.
but let me tell you something finnie.

i'm not.

no one can fill the void in my chest the way you could.

i love you, i hate you, i miss you,
millie

sent to fwolfhard@gmail.com
1/19/20
12:56 am

a/n
hi i'm back and i just wanna say thank you for all the reads, i'm so thankful.
stay safe,
bella