𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓; 𝒌𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊 𝒄𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒐

𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑤𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑦-𝑠𝑖𝑥. 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠.

as i stepped into the school the bell rang just in time for lunch so i went to my locker and grabbed some money to but some chips. i already saw the boys and jas walking together there. i felt tears flow my eyes thinking about just talking about the situation to them. i breathed in and out and ran up to them. they all came and gave me a hug till they realized all their shirts wet.

"yoo, did you spit or what!!" alejandro said. i rolled my eyes at him and spoke up to remind him he hasn't apologized.

"no i didn't, kid who eavesdropped." the boys and jas all laughed.

"im sorry y/n. i really am and im sorry i didn't say sorry earlier. you're an amazing person and i never meant to hurt you and i promise i will never hurt you again. and im here for you if you ever need to talk, trust me." he gave me a soft smile.

"cheesy mathafucka, i forgive youuu" i said as i reached in for a hug.

"so since that situation is out of the wayyy, why are you crying princess?" says jas as she wraps her arms around me. all the guys just look at each other then down at their shirts. followed by them hugging me again. i squeeze out of their hugs and tell them to sit down. once i explained everything to them they all had a shocked expression, not knowing what to say they all get on top of the table to reach over and hug me.

"guys guys, i don't need more hugs. for now, ill just need to rant i guess. my place later tonight?" they all nod and the bell rings.

*school day ends*

i get home and grab my skateboard to skate to the hospital to check up on my dad. i didn't want to bring the car so i wouldn't have to worry about parking, it'll just take my longer to check on him. i rush into the hospital and once i reach the front desk my dad comes out in a wheelchair. i chuckle at how happy my dad was to see me, and i was happy to see him too. turns out he bled out a lot but it wasn't such a major cut so they did a bit and just sent him off. which i find ridiculous, he deserved more help. "is this your father?" one of the doctors spoke. i nodded my head. "you're free to drive him home but make sure you don't drive too quick because he might still feel a bit dizzy after all the blood loss this morning, okay?" she gave me a smile.

"okay yeah, thank you." i smile back and i walk with my dad out the door. "dad, i didn't drive here.. haaa" i laugh awkwardly as im afraid of what he'll say.

"it's okay, i can watch you skateboard!" he said as he chuckled. i laughed with him. as i was on my skateboard i went slow so my dad could be by my side and we talked. it felt nice seeing the happy and not so strict side of my dad.

*flashback 1*

"you're doing it baby!!" yelled my dad over to me as i skateboarded up the ramp. i got over it safe and ran over to my dad. he gave me a big hug and as he pulled away he gave me a kiss on the head and grabbed my hand as we walked home. my dad had taught me how to skateboard today and i was so happy because ive been wanting to learn for a while now!

*flashback 2*

"dad im going to the movies with my group of friends!" i yelled to my dad since he was upstairs.

"are you sure? are you gonna be safe?" he said walking downstairs.

"yes dad, and ill text you when i get there and when the movie ends." i said smiling. he gave me a big proud smile.

"okay baby, i love you! stay safe" he said as i made my way to the door.

"i love you, take care!" i said stepping outside.

*flashback 3*

it was almost time for school but i couldn't bring myself to get up. my stomach hurt, my legs were cold, and i had a headache. my dad walked into my room in a hurry. "why aren't you up y/n!!" he yelled while he fixed his tie.

"i feel sick and i can't even get up.." i said trying to let him know i was in pain. he came up to me and looked me in the eye. my eyes started watering from my stomach hurting. he saw that i was crying so he dropped his suitcase and sat next to me. he grabbed my childhood stuffed animal and put it on my stomach. he used a funny voice trying to imitate how it would sound like.

"it's going to be a-okay y/n! your dad said he'll go to the store and buy some medicine and maybe he'll stop by for some chips" he said in a high pitched voice, dragging the last word.

"yay!! tell him i would like some Doritos! the spicy oness!!!" i said excited. he grabbed the stuffed animal and put it under my arm to hug. then, he got up from my bed and grabbed his keys he dangled them and walked downstairs to his car. i smiled.

*flashback 4*

"happy birthday to youuu" my family sang.

"also i got a huge present for you, now that you're all grown up!" my dad said as he grabbed my hand to take my outside. "your new car baby!" he said as he gave me the keys to the car. i just stood there, i was shocked. i ran up to my dad and gave him a hug.

"thank you so much dad!!" i said trying not to cry.

*flashback 5*

"awe man!" i said in frustration.

"what happened?" my dad asked walking towards me to the living room.

"oh, my phone just brokeee" i said.

"what phone would you like?" my dad asked me. i knew where this was going. he was gonna ask and i was gonna tell him and he was gonna buy it for me!! hopefully.

"i want an iphone 11! the camera is really good too, and i would take really good care of it ya know?" i said smirking as i got up and playfully nudged his arm. he laughed. a few days later.. "dad you got a delivery!" i said. i grabbed the box and took it to the living room as i set it on the coffee table. i sat on the couch, my dad came walking into the living room.

"you open it." he said giving me a small smile. i had a confused look but soon realizing what it could be i smiled. i opened the box to the phone i wanted.

"thank you! thank you! thank you!!" i said as i gave him a kiss on the cheek. i danced around the living room.

"you can't do that!" yelled my dad. i stopped dancing. "not without some music, and me!!" he said laughing. shortly after we both started dancing.

*end of flashbacks*

my dad was great. and i never knew he was so great because of my mom. my mom was always the less strict one, but maybe that was her coverup to trying to be a good mom. i ignored my thoughts and tried to just be happy in the moment with my dad.

*me realizing how much i love my dad by this chapter lol*

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