*flashback to last night at the beach* KAIRI'S POV
when we leave chic-fil-a it was already getting dark so we just went to the beach for a little while. i decided to post y/n since she looked so beautiful in my sweater.
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i was getting irritated because tiktok room was already trying to start something. i see that y/n posted something new and i liked her post. it included me. i smiled. but i check the comments and saw people talking about mar. i decided to talk to y/n about it.
"bro, why mar? i mean like, how come you haven't cleared anything up at all?" i said, i got up from the sand.
"what are you talking about, kai?" she looked at me confused and gets up from the sand as well.
"you haven't told anyone that you and mar aren't a thing." i said. i didn't want to argue but i didn't want to fake anything either.
"why is it such a big deal?" she said. i automatically felt angry with her for that.
"why is it such a big deal? are you kidding me?" i roll my eyes.
"are you serious? we're not even dating, kairi!! stop getting mad over bullshit!" y/n bit her lip as if she regretted saying that. but i don't take pity on this.
"bruh, you're-" i shake my head instead of saying anything and throw my phone to the sand and turn around. i see everyone staring as i walk to my car. it was probably a few seconds before i heard footsteps approaching behind me. i was hoping it was y/n to see if she would change her way of saying what she said.. or maybe telling me she'll clear things up. but nope, jas came. she had my phone in her hand and she was trying to get the sand off of the sides. she handed me the phone and walked beside me.
"you okay, kai?" jas said as she put her arm on my shoulder.
"no, jas. it's stupid! y/n says she can't break up with jayden but she's out here 'flirting' with mar. like is everybody allowed to have some type of relationship with her, but me?" i put my hands in my pockets and start to slouch.
"chill, you just have to talk to her."
"not tonight, ask roshaun and varo if i can spend the night in their room. will you?" there was silence before she spoke up again. she sighed loud.
"yeah, sure." she walked off to the other car to ask roshaun and varo. i saw that y/n started walking towards the opposite car and i rolled my eyes. once jas, alejandro, and mattia (since there needed another person) got in the car. we drove back to the hotel.
"they said yeah. you can spend the night at their room." jas said. i nodded my head and alejandro and mattia just stared at me as if i was crazy. once we got to the hotel and everyone was inside, i walked to roshaun and varo and they took me to their room.
once we got in their room, roshaun shortly left to tell y/n i wasn't going into our room tonight.
"so you talking to her in the morning or what?" varo said arranging the couch for me.
"i don't know, ill see. i guess." i shrugged and varo shook his head in the three d's. disappointment, disapproval, and 'dad' style. you would say.
"im gonna be your 'dad' for a bit. okay? communication is key! ignoring her, avoiding her, or in general; not putting in effort!! doesn't help. you have to put in effort and actually try to communicate your problems-" varo stopped talking when he realized i was already trying to sleep.
"go to sleep now.." i said. i started to drift off to sleep. ____________________________________
"we should stop talking, kairi.." y/n said to me.
"what? why?" i asked. i walked towards her but she backed away.
"because you didn't bother communicating with me! and not to mention.. i was kinda crushing on mar." y/n said. she looked down at her feet.
"mar? i knew it! im sorry i didn't communicate. can you just please give me another chance and i promise we'll be happy!" i said. i was begging at this point.
"happy? communicating?" y/n smiled a little. i smiled back.
"yes." i walked closer to her but she walked away again.
"sorry, im already talking to mar already.. i'm really sorry kairi. he's just cute, and funny, and he's so sweet!! and he communicates with me when we need to talk."
"but we only argued last night!! how?"
"maybe.. we've been talking...for a while?" y/n shrugs. and i start to feel bad. for myself.
"since when?? were you playing me.. y/n?" i feel water approaching my eyes.
"im sorry, kairi. again. i feel horrible. but it's better if we end 'us' now. you know?" she comes closer to me to wipe my tears. i let her for a second then i get back.
"don't do that to me.."
"do what, kairi?"
"pretend you care. about me, when you really only care about mar. and only mar."
"that's not true, kairi!!"
"yes it is." it was silent before she walked away.
"please, never talk to me again." i say walking away as well.
"i can't promise you kairi! kairi! kairi! kairi!" i turn around and she starts to walk towards me.
"what??" i say getting close.
"kairi!! wake up!!" she starts to shake me.
i wake up and see roshaun and alvaro trying to wake me up.
"what time is it, guys?"
"it's 1:00PM!! you have to wake up earlier. also not to mention you started talking in your sleep. you said 'pretend you care. about me, when you really only care about mar. and only mar' what was up with that?" roshaun said. varo looked surprised and sat by the couch.
"i just had a dream that.. y/n was talking to mar the whole time me and her were 'talking' too. and she admitted that she played me.." i sit up on the couch and varo and roshaun put their arms around my shoulder.
"it was a dream, don't worry." roshaun said.
"yeah, and y/n wouldn't do that." varo said. it was nice having friends their to help me out. but not enough to help me from that dream...
