[DISCONTINUED] Catnip // Kitty Gang X Agust D

열 // 이름

10 // Name

When we stepped out of the hotel building, I noticed, again, there were so many people. I felt so exposed.

We walked down the sidewalk to the beach. So many people, again. We walked on the hard sand to the shoreline, and Kitty walked in. I just walked to where the water touched my feet. There were barely any waves, and the water was fairly warm.

"Get your ass in here!" Kitty grinned. He was almost... normal.

He walked back towards me and I put my hands on my hips. "This isn't my thing."

"It's not my thing either, but I'm still having fun." He was right in front of me.

"That doesn't make sense."

He stepped closer and whispered, "I kill for fun. That's my favorite thing to do." Weirdo. "The hell do you do for fun?" He eyed me then took a few steps back into the water. "Just get in."

I mentally mocked him but stepped in more until the water was up to my waist. He grabbed my shoulders and pushed me into the water. For a split second I thought he was drowning me, but he wouldn't do that in front of tons of people. He was just playing around.

I stood up, shaking him off, coughing and choking on dirty saltwater. I wanted to make a snarky remark, but I couldn't have, anyway. He wouldn't have heard, either, because he was laughing so hard.

I pushed him and he fell into the water. I couldn't lie. I was having a little fun. When he stood back up I noticed that I was right.

Even though he looked skinny and small, he had a good build and... nice abs. His pink hair was drenched from the water.

"You're staring." He said, smirking.

I just rolled my eyes. "I'm going back."

I turned, but he grabbed my wrist. "Already?? Let's go out more."

I scowled but waded in more. "Fine."

He dove under the water and I followed his outline deeper into the water. We waded in as far as I could go without submerging my head and without standing on the tips of my toes.

Kitty wrapped his legs around my waist and arms around my neck. "Mm, this is fun."

"Maybe to you." I mumbled, tearing my eyes away from his and focusing on a sailboat. I felt Kitty start to plant kisses on my neck where it wasn't covered with water. "What makes you think this is okay?"

"Is this so wrong?" He whispered into my ear.

"Everything about you is wrong." I let my arms float on the surface and moved them around a bit. "I'm fucking straight anyway."

He groaned. "That's so boring."

"Why do I even let you do this?" I sighed, pushing him off. He let me.

"Tch, I bet you're still a virgin."

I bristled. "No I'm not."

He smirked. "Really? When was the last time you had sex?"

"High school..." I mumbled, looking away, and he laughed like it was the funniest thing he ever heard. "What? When was the last time you were screwed?"

In between laughs he sputtered, "Last week! HA!"

I rolled my eyes and looked back at the shore. "Not really an accomplishment."

He swam onto my back and I tried to shake him off. I couldn't, of course. "Have you ever fucked a boy?"

The fact that the one time I had had sex was with a boy made me flush. I had no interest in girls or boys, because I didn't want to commit to anything. Not even a fling. I didn't want to have sex with anyone, except that one boy that practically pressured me into doing it.

I wonder where he is right now.

"Um, sure." I muttered, looking at a fish that swam by my leg. I shivered at the sight. "Let's go back..."

-

Names. You can only be named once, at birth, unless you change it. People use usernames all the time, playing as different people. When you play as different people, those people eventually become you.

People use nicknames. It doesn't matter if they want to hide themselves or just be funny, some people use nicknames to cover up who they are.

My name is Park Jimin.

But I use Kitty Gang.

I use Kitty Gang because a normal Park Jimin would never kill. Park Jimin would never love the taste and feel of blood on his hands. He would never do drugs or hook up to forget the scary things after him.

But Kitty Gang?

Kitty Gang would do all of that. Kitty Gang is dangerous and bloodthirsty and reckless.

Park Jimin is gone. Park Jimin is sweet, caring and cute, but then Kitty Gang took over. Kitty Gang murdered Park Jimin and turned him into a twisted version of himself.

"What the fuck are you doing?" Agust asked, invading my thoughts.

I opened my eyes and smirked at him. "I was thinking."

"Like meditating?" He mumbled, taking another bite of his food. I rolled my eyes.

He doesn't get anything.

"So does this count as a date?"  I asked, raising the glass to my lips.

"Of course this doesn't count as a date."

"It's totally a date." I whispered, then took a sip of wine.

"I only came with you for my own benefit. I don't want to get caught."

"Yet here we are in a fancy Korean restaurant." I watched the wine swish in my cup.

The food doesn't taste as good as home.

"It was your choice." He growled.

"I'm not the one who would get us caught." I set the glass down.

"You have pink hair!"

I put my finger to my lips, shushing him. "Plenty of people have pink hair, dummy."

"A boy?"

I rolled my eyes. "Even if we are caught, you saw what I did to those policemen." He stared at his food. "You gotta admit, that was pretty hot." I walked two of my fingers by his hand.

He slapped my hand away. "I was... impressed." My smirk turned into a little smile. "But this is way different. We'd have nowhere to run."

I felt my smile go away and my eye twitch. "You're so dull."

"I'm careful." He snapped. "You kill people for fun and don't even think of the consequences. You think you'll never be caught."

I narrowed my eyes and leaned forward. "I was caught. I escaped their grimy police hands and I've never been caught again. Because I know what to do, what to expect." I leaned back and folded my arms. "You are so stupid."

I saw the waiter approach and faked a brighter mood, but not overjoyed. He put the check on the table and smiled. "Thank you." He said. I licked my lips at him before he left.

"Tell me you did not just..." I took another sip of wine and raised my eyebrow. "Fuck it." He grabbed the check and looked at it. "God, so expensive for food that wasn't even good."

"I think it was worth it." I said, eye fucking that waitress. He looked Japanese, maybe my age. He saw me and blushed. "I'll be right back." I said absentmindedly. "Meet you at the hotel room."

"What the..." I stood up and walked towards him.