[DISCONTINUED] Catnip // Kitty Gang X Agust D

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Quiet Place

Finally. A quiet place. Dark, quiet, and lonely.

I felt hot tears stream down my face. "Why?" I sobbed to no one.

I never cried. My quiet place was my safe place, where I could think. I could do anything I wanted. I was alone, and no one could see me. Usually when I was unconscious.

"Kitty."

I gasped. He was there too.

"Kitty, wake up."

"Why am I not enough for you? Why won't you leave me the fuck alone! Get out of my head!" I whined, then fell onto my knees. "Stop torturing me!"

My name rang in my head, all in his voice. I was trembling, not knowing how to stop. I no longer felt safe. He no longer made me feel safe, which was new.

"Please, stop! Stop..."

All of a sudden the voices stopped. I was all alone again, hugging myself. But the sudden silence was uncomfortable.

"No wait, don't leave!" I groaned then stood up and turned. "Don't leave me alone!"

"Jimin..."

My heart skipped a beat. "What did you call me?" There was no edge to my voice, strangely.

"Jimin, please wake up."

This doesn't sound like him at all.

I saw him. Standing a few feet away from me, practically a light in the darkness. I took a few steps and he smiled. A real, genuine smile like when we were innocent kids.

"Why would I leave you alone?" He asked.

I ran into his arms, crying. "Why am I not good enough for you?" I sobbed.

"I just haven't realized it yet."

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I opened my wet eyes, still sobbing from my dream. Agust was staring down at me, his beautiful brown eyes concerned. "Ji—I mean, Kitty... Are you good?"

I closed my eyes and took a shuddering breath. "Why?"

"Uh, you mean why did I take you back to our room?"

I opened my eyes and grabbed his shirt, pulling him towards me. "I was talking in my sleep! You heard me!" I clenched my fist harder, my nails digging into my palm through the fabric of his shirt. "Why am I not enough for you?" He hesitated. "Answer me!"

He put his hand over my fist. "Kitty, you're drunk."

I growled. "I didn't pass out because of the stupid alcohol."

He put his hands on my shoulders, pushing me down. "No. Kitty, go back to sleep."

"Bite me you fucking—!" I froze when I felt a stinging pain on my cheek.

He slapped me. Agust... slapped me.

"Calm the fuck down and go back to sleep." I opened my mouth to speak again, less confident, but he interrupted. "Do you want me to slap you again?!"

I bit my lip out of anger. "I hate your fucking guts."

"Go to sleep." He hissed.

I gave him a death glare before turning over and shutting my eyes.

To think you'd actually give me a chance.

Instead, you slapped me?

Why do I love you?