[DISCONTINUED] Catnip // Kitty Gang X Agust D

서른 여섯//36//확실히 날짜가 아님

Definitely Not a Date

I let out a small breath as they left, staring at the ground in front of me. I ignored Kitty who was beside me and staring. I wish I could have a break. Honestly, I felt old.

Kitty put his hand on my knee and I glanced at it. "I'm going to your room. I'm tired." I didn't answer. "Night... jagiya." Again, I didn't respond. He stood up and headed to my room.

What am I doing with my life?

I stood up. I felt the familiar urge to do something, no, kill someone. Let all my frustration out on them. I considered it although I could be caught. No, I knew how to not get caught.

But I don't want to do it alone. God, why? Why why why? Why don't I do it alone like always? Why am I thinking about him right now?!

Grumbling in my head I trudged up the stairs. When I opened the door to my room...

"JESUS!" Kitty doubled over, pulling the sheets closer and over his groin. "KNOCK YOU FUCKING IDIOT!"

I leaned against the doorframe with a hand on my hip. "No one gave you permission to masturbate in my bed."

"I wasn't doing that." He sputtered.

I rolled my eyes. "Get up."

He smirked. "Why?"

"We're going somewhere."

He grinned and sat up straight. "Ooh, where?!"

My hand wrapped around the gun in my holster. "You'll see."

He clapped and then smirked again. "Wanna let me finish this?" He gestured at his crotch.

My eyes widened and I pointed to the hallway. "IN THE BATHROOM."

He giggled and got up, walking around the bed and then to the door where I was. I could easily see the bulge in his briefs, but I didn't look a second, no, third time.

I followed him to the stairs and then stopped, watching him walk into the bathroom. Slowly, I crept over and stood by the door. Closing my eyes tightly in disappointment with myself, I pressed my ear against the door.

"Fuck... Ah, oh fuck..."

I opened my eyes at the faint words. Why was I listening? Fuck if I know. He said my name. He moaned it over and over again, and I had to get out of there before I was too dumb and horny to.

I went downstairs, attempted to make myself another coffee before Kitty finished. Coffee is life. Coffee is everything.

Eventually the bathroom door opened and I heard Kitty flick the light switch. I stepped out of the kitchen with my Americano~ just as Kitty came down the stairs.

"You wanna change?" I offered. "We're going to be in the city."

"Mm, no." He looked fine, anyway. Black tights and a white Gucci shirt, mussed up but parted pink hair. "So what are we going to do?" He asked. There was a glimmer in his eye, like he already knew.

I tugged at the sleeve of my jacket. "I need to let out some frustration."

He frowned. "Oh come on, stop being so indirect." A small smile crept onto his lips.

"Come on, let's go." He followed me out the door, so I assumed he had his gun. "We're going hunting."

He giggled. "Yes, I knew it!"

Kitty put on his serious face as we roamed the less urban alleys of Seoul, jam-packed with vendors and street food. He grabbed my hand and squeezed it, walking close, our arm touching.