Sebastian's P.O.V
"Kitten , wake up we're here." I softly shake her , she slept through the whole ride back home. She stirs a little but doesn't wake up, guess I'll carry her in. Laying her on the bed , I kiss her forehead and head back downstairs.
"Jake , are you and Kylie busy." I mind link him.
"No , what's up man ?"
"Can you guys get here? It's important."
"On our way." I need actual advice about this situation, I don't want to play this out wrong. When Jake and Kylie get here I explain everything to them.
"So what do you think?" I ask both of them.
"Jake?" Kylie breaks the silence. He shrugs his shoulders looking clueless.
"Honestly I don't know , maybe you need a woman's perspective." And I look to Kylie.
"Well, I'm not a fan of you keeping this from her."
"I didn't keep it from her, I just didn't think it was important enough to bring up. She's never brought up her father, not once, but when she does speak about her childhood, a pained expression always makes its way onto her face." I interrupt.
"She's never talked about her family?" She asks confused.
"No." I shake my head, "She mostly talks about us." I smile slightly. "Anyways, back to her. Any idea on what I should do?" I ask getting a little agitated.
"I think you guys should talk and you need to be honest with her. I think she'll understand when she hears what really happened for things to get to this point. It may be hard for her to believe who her father really is so, I'd suggest handling this matter with delicacy." Delicacy, right.
"Thank you." She smiles at me.
"No problem, I'm just glad that in a way you're letting us in. It's about time! And, I'm proud of you." I walk them to the door. "We love you okay."
"You're pushing it." Chuckling, she hugs me.
"It was worth a shot."
"Good luck man." He says and they head out. Yeah, thanks.
"Hey." I hear my baby's soft voice coming from the stairs.
"Hey." I head to her and wrap my hands around her , God she smells good.
"Can we talk?" She says looking up.
"Sure." We head to the kitchen and she sits down facing me, I prefer to stand.
"Zendea."
"Can I go first ?" She chimes in.
"Sure." She offers me a small smile.
"I want to be mad at you but I can't." ?
"You're not?" I ask shocked.
"No, I'm not but I'm not happy that I didn't hear how you have my father as a prisoner here from you first. You should have told me but I'm also guessing that the reason you didn't tell me was because we never really talk about anything other than you and I."
"You're right, I should have told you the moment I found out he was your father. I just ... how do you tell your mate that in your eyes, her father is a sick human being who you've dedicated your time to killing?" She gets up and comes my way, putting her hand on mine.
"I know we've been taking things slow because we went through something painful but I'm ready now , I don't want to take things slow anymore, I want it all Sebastian. The good , the bad and I want it all with you." I wipe the tears from her cheeks and wrap my arms around her.
"The trust is, I can't stand your father for the life of me." I start off. "You might not know this but he has put my people through a lot of pain and I know he's your father but if I let him live, he will always be a dangerous threat to us."
"Are you really going to kill him?." She asks sadly.
"Yes, I'm telling you this because I don't want to pretend or lie to you. Jason has been terrorizing my pack for years and getting away with it. Which is why when I took over as Alpha I showed him the curtesy of letting him know that, if he tried anything again, it would be his last and it was. So yes, I'm responsible for taking him down and all his associates but I am sorry, to you and your brother, for it. The last thing I want to do is hurt you." I can't help but fear that she'll hate me for this and I can't blame her.
"W-When I was a kid I lost my mother, she was one of the best worriers in our pack and she died on the battlefield saving my father's life. After she passed away my father changed, he was no longer the loving and carrying man I knew him as. I think because I reminded him of my mother he started to resent me for it, so he would beat me, break me down emotionally and mentally by making sure I knew I wasn't good enough and he turned his back on me." Listening to what he did to her I clench my teeth in irritation. He's a sick bastard.
"I want you to listen to me and I want you to listen very carefully, you are worth it. You're worth being loved, being cared for and being protected by the people that love you. There is nothing I wouldn't do for you and I know that now more than anything because, when I look into your captivating brown eyes I feel peace, something I haven't felt in a long time. And even if you might not believe what I'm telling you right now, just know that I'll spend the rest of our lives, proving it to you." I kiss her lips.
"Can I see him?" She says softly and looks up to me.
"Zendea." I say with a light growl. He doesn't deserve to lay his eyes on her ! He is beneath her.
"Hey , hey look at me. Calm down. Bass please calm down." I didn't even notice I was shifting. I close my eyes and lean into her touch, after a while I calm down.
"Can I give you an answer another time?" She smiles and nods.
"I think I'm ready to meet the pack." She blurts out and I can't help but chuckle, she's a brave one. "I really am, I promise." Her giggles fill the kitchen. Man she's got a great laugh.
"Oh I don't doubt it. If you say you're ready then that's that, when were you thinking ?" I ask.
"Tomorrow." She smiles nervously.
"Ok baby now, how about we head to bed , I am weirdly in the mood to cuddle ." I carry her upstairs bridal style as she giggles and yells for me to put her down , throwing her on the bed I kiss her softly and she kisses me back.
"Let me go get ready for bed and then we can cuddle yes?"
"Okay." She gets up and heads to the bathroom. I change into my sweats and v neck then get into bed.
"Ready or not here I come." She yells out then comes out wearing one of my t-shirts.
"Scrumptious." I growl.
"I cant believe you're in the mood to cuddle." She says getting into bed.
"And why not?" She turns her back to me and snuggles into me , my arms go tightly around her waist and I bury my face into her hair , taking her in.
"I don't know .. but I just never thought you'd be into things like this." She says sounding sleepy.
I kiss the back of her head , "I'll be into anything if it means I get to see you smile , laugh and be happy." I say honestly.
"You make me happy." She drifts off to sleep.
I stay awake for a while thinking. I have never met anyone who's been through even half of what I've been through and now I have a mate who's been hurt just as much as I have , if not more. She's so broken and I don't know if I can be what she needs but I know one thing , I can try.
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