Begging For The Alpha's Mercy

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Zendea's P.O.V

"P-please stop .." I say meekly but he doesn't as his hand rises higher and he brushes my thigh. He slaps his hand harshly onto my lips.

"Shhhh!"  He pushes out. Tears fall down my cheeks as my heart rate increases when his hand reaches my core. I try to move his grip on my wrist but he's too strong , in a second he slaps me and I cry out.

"N-No!"

"Stop moving bitch!" He whisper yells. "You like it don't you whore." He says as his finger roughly enters my core , the pain makes me yell into his hand. I try to yell but my voice comes out muffled.

"Kyle stop!" Somebody, anybody, please save me.

Quickly waking up I pant, whipping the sweat off my face. I look around quickly , seeing that I'm alone I breathe out. Sitting in the dark I just stare into outa space and without realizing it a tear slides down my cheek dropping onto my chest.

The minute my mind comes into terms with what happened last night I break down again, I've been crying since Sebastian left and I can't seem to stop. I feel so numb , so hurt and violated. I have to get out of here because I can't face him. Quickly getting up I run to the closet , grab a gym bag and start grabbing some of my clothes off the shelves. I close the bag and wear tights with a hoodie, tie my hair into a messy ponytail and wear my sneakers. Sniffing the air I notice that Keke's not here but he is, I grab the bag and open the door slowly to not make a sound.

Slowly going down the stairs I head straight for the elevator.

".. he took control." I hear Sebastian say. I desperately press the down button, my heartbeat quickening as my hands begin to sweat.
"If she stays with me I know my darkness will swallow her light and I can't let that happen. Which is why .." He stops and takes a breath but I quickly get into the elevator as the doors open and continuously press the close button, in a quick pace.

".. I'm going to reject her." He states as the elevator doors close. The minute he says this my heart stops beating, just for a second , trying to comprehend how this is happening. First my childhood was taken away from me when mama passed then my father shut me out , isolated me and physically beat me and now I'm being rejected by my mate who almost physically assaulted me.

Has the Moon Goddess not taken enough from me that she wants to take the other half of my soul as well ? As tears slide down my cheeks I back my body to the elevator mirror and slide slowly , sitting on the floor. When the doors open all that's heard in the reception are my mid high sobs. I feel a hand gently grab my arm and slowly pull me to stand , I don't look up as this person leads me outside and into a car , lying down on the seat I just continue crying then I hear Henry's voice.

"Miss Klyde .. I know it may not seem like it now but Alpha only wants to protect you. I hope one day you find it in your heart to forgive him because besides Luna Justine and Miss Keke, you are the only female he's shown heart to. I've known him almost all his life and I know he'll find you and make this right , he just needs time to understand that he is not his father , a beast." I stay silent. After some time of crying and not knowing what to think or how to feel I speak up.

"I'm tired of giving second chances and third chances. Take me home Henry, now." I command. As we drive back to Amara's house all I do is stare out the window. This is supposed to be the happiest time of my life but here I am heartbroken, I'm so tired of this , crying, for people who hurt me time and time again. I was going to come back, I just wanted to get away to clear my head but, maybe I shouldn't bother to come back seeing as how he's planning on rejecting me. I really am at a loss this time hey, I'm done.