When did you decide that you had to do this?
When did you decide to hide from the world?
When did you decide that no one could help you?
When did you discover how you felt?
When did you decide that you were on your own?
When did you find out that people weren't doing what you wanted them to?
When did we find out how you were feeling?
When did we feel what you felt?
When did we say we wouldn't help you?
When did we discover the depth of your pain?
When did we ever try to help you the right way?
When did we say that we didn't care about you?
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To Alex: A Year After You Are Gone, A Hole Still Remains
ŞiirA friend of mine committed suicide a year ago and I kept meaning to put these up as a memorial for her. Now I can.