Say Okay (ON HOLD)

Chapter 38

Esmea’s pov

When Darcy and I had arrived at Darcy’s kindy Harry and Trevor were nowhere to be found. I swear he better come, seeming as Darcy hasn’t stopped talking about this day since I told her about it yesterday I think it was.

I carried Darcy into the sandpit before setting her down so that she could play with some other kids that were already there when we arrived.

“Hey Darcy wait here for Trevor while I go run some errands.” I said before quickly kissing Darcy on the cheek.

“Okay. “She said before going over to a blue box, taking out a shovel and bucket.

I smiled quickly before making my way towards Darcy’s classroom, so that I could see Alex. I felt bad for not thanking him for the coffee last night. I knocked on the front door, no answer. I turned the handle to see that it was open.

Well that’s kind of odd. I mean shouldn’t it be locked though?

No it’s meant to be unlocked so people can steal stuff. God grow up Esmea. Said that voice inside my head.

And here I was thinking that I wouldn’t have to deal with that anymore. Guess I was wrong then huh?

As I entered the classroom I could hear noises coming from the art room where Alex had asked me to have coffee with him.

I made my way towards the art room where the voices were coming from. I knew one of voices belonged to Alex but the other voice was owned to a young female’s voice. I was about to knock when I heard something or someone be thrown up against the wall.

Who am I kidding I knew someone didn’t throw anything considering they weren’t shouting at eachother.Well they could of been but they were doing a really good job of it.

Hahah I don’t even know why I’m trying to make up excuses for Alex I knew what he was doing.

He said he was different, but so does every other guy. He’s exactly like Harry. Or what Harry used to be.

Harry was the major flirt but I let him into my world, though I’ve never understood why he had chosen me out of all these other girls who throw themselves at him.

Harry had a lot of control to stay truthful to me for as long as he did. I mean there was so many opportunity’s that he could have taken to break up with me and find someone new a week later but he chose to stay with me, even after we had fought so many times, but they weren’t massive fights. , just the occasional jealousy fights from him being too over protective.

I mean it was nice knowing that someone cared so much about me to want them to themselves but not in that way, if you know what I mean. I loved Harry and I think I still do even after everything that has happened between us. I think Harry loved me too but I highly doubt it that he still does.

But the thing I don’t understand is why Darcy wants me and Harry to be friends again, maybe she sees a bit of me and Harry in herself and Trevor. You know what I mean. Like she reminds me so much of me when I was her age when I was in school.

I took a deep breath before making my way outside of the classroom. Once I walked outside I saw Darcy’s arms wrapped around Trevor’s neck. I swear these two are going to start dating soon if they keep acting this way. They’re both so affectionate towards each other. I mean if Darcy hurts herself Trevor would be the first one by her side, hugging her, making sure that she’s okay. They’ve become inseparable since they first met. Unlike Harry and I. We took a while to get to know each other without ripping each other’s heads off but when we finally called it truce we were attached to the hip much like Darcy and Trevor are, and probably will be for the rest of their lives.

 “What did I miss?” I asked once I had reached them, I noticed that Harry had stood up before making his way towards me.

He told me what had happened. I laughed a little bit at how cute they are trying to rein act a seen from a movie where a boy and a girl run towards each other, meeting in the middle so they can hug it out, though Darcy and Trevor had failed miserably.

“You okay pumpkin?” I asked Darcy, once I picked her up, before kissing her cheeks.

“Yes. Not that you’d care. “Darcy grumbled.

 “Darcy don’t start. “ I warned her, I had no idea where this was coming from

“I don’t like him mummy.”Darcy said crossing her arms over her chest.

Umm how did she know I went to go see him? Though I will never seem him again, though that’s beside the point.

“Baby this isn’t up to you. It’s up to me okay,”

“He’s mean to me, so why would you want to talk to him.”

“Darcy what did I tell you about talking about your teacher like that.” I told her. I wasn’t going to tell Darcy about Alex, I mean why would I? Even if it wasn’t Darcy I wouldn’t say anything because Harry’s here. He doesn’t need to know what happened. He would probably laugh anyway and say I told you so or something like that.

 “I’m sorry.”Darcy sighed.

“We’ll discuss this after Unki Andrew brings you back home.” I felt bad for snapping at her, but she needs to know when enough is enough.

“I still don’t understand why you can’t come and pick me up,” Darcy said, confused.

“Darcy don’t push it.”Esmea said.

“I want you to pick me up. “Darcy said, pouting her lips.

“Darcy I can easily say no to you going over to Trevor’s house.” I said.

“WHAT! “Trevor yelled.

Oh god what have I done.

 “I’m sorry about that.” I apologized to Harry. I didn’t mean to make Trevor upset. Once I placed Darcy down Trevor grabbed Darcy’s hand before pulling her inside.

“It’s fine. “Harry said, as we both stood up.

“She’s not normally like that. She just doesn’t understand certain things.” I said.

“She’s not the only one. “Harry said, mumbling underneath his breath.

“What?” I asked confused.

“Nothing. So here’s the address so you can give it to Andrew and my number just in case you need to contact me or if Andrew needs to contact me.”Harry said handing me a piece of paper. Our skin touched, causing my body to shiver. I also noticed Harry had also shivered.

At least I’m not the only one.

“Thanks Harry. See you around.” I said, before walking away.

“Esmea wait. “Harry called.

“Yeah?”I asked, Turing around so that I was facing him.

“You look nice today.” He said smiling.

“Thanks Harry. You do to.” I said, my cheeks turning a light pink colour. I gave him a quick wave before walking away.

Maybe, hopefully Harry has changed.