FOR REAL, billie eilish

twelve

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March 29, 2019

"Get the fuck out! No one is ready for bad guy! I don't even think I was ready!" Jessica screams from her spot on Billie's bed. It was midnight and Billie, Finneas, and Jess were all sat in the blue haired girls bedroom listening to her debut album. 

"Like that ending. Sheesh, that was hot." She continues, "no one is cool enough for that. I'm not even cool enough to hear that." Jessica has been ranting about how amazing the song was, not just because she felt like she had to praise them (seeing as she was so close to them) but, because the song absolutely amazing. 

From the production, to the lyrics, and the character Billie was playing. Jessica was absolutely amazed. 

"Dude it's so hard, I'm glad you like it." Billie says, laying her head on Jessica's lap. She just smiles down at the girl. 

"This next one is called 'xanny', I think you're gonna like it." Finneas says from his position on the floor. He was playing the album from his laptop, just as excited as the two girls were. 

"Ugh! I love when the party's over, I love it with every bone in my body." Jess says, standing in the middle of the room. They were about half way done with the album and Jessica was so hyped and excited that she needed to stand up. 

"Like I literally cannot control my emotions." She says, wiping a stray tear from her cheek. Finneas and Billie were so incredibly happy that Jess was so in love with their music. They couldn't even fathom that she was so invested in their career. 

It felt good that she genuinely cared so much. 

"This next one is for you Jessie." Billie says in her baby voice, the brunettes just looks at her in confusion. "It's called 8." She continues. 

Jessica's eyes widen in realization. It was the song Billie played her on the ukulele and asked her to name. "Shut up! You didn't." Jess says grinning.

"No Billie, I haven't don't that dance since my wife died." Starts playing from the computer. "Your kidding. You got The Office in your song?" Jess questions excitedly. Billie grins and nods her head. 

Jessica continue to freak out all the way through 'my strange addiction' "Be my reliever, cause I don't self medicate? That's hot, I love that!" She says, quoting the lyrics. 

"I can't this is so good! Like Finneas you really want hard with that one. Shit!" Jess goes on and on, continuously praising them. 

"Awe, ilomilo. I love this one!" Jessica says, placing a hand over her heart. "I just wanted to protect you, that's so sweet. You can really put together that it's about losing someone, and- Ugh!" She says, not even being able to finish the sentence. 

"And, the end of bury a friend is the intro? Look at you two being clever and shit." Jess says, causing the siblings to laugh. 

By the end of 'listen before i go' Jess was having a full on break down. She couldn't believe Billie felt that way. Of course she knew about Billie's struggles and she had heard the song before, but hearing it again just made her heart break. 

Now Billie was standing next to the girl hugging her and reassuring her that she hadn't felt that way in a long, long time. Which made Jessica feel slightly better.