FOR REAL, billie eilish

nineteen

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January 26, 2020

"All I'm saying is, I'm tryna fuck." Billie says, taking large strides towards her girlfriend. "Stop, get away." Jess groans with a laugh, lightly pushing Billie away. 

The two girls were getting ready to head to the hotel where they'd be getting ready for the Grammys. Billie and Finneas were not only nominated for 11 awards between the two of them, but they were also performing. 

Jess has just gotten out of the shower and was in nothing but a towel, and Billie was loving it. As much as Jess wanted to comply and give her girlfriend exactly what she wanted, Jess knew they didn't necessarily have time for that. 

"Baby, we have to leave very soon, and I have to get dressed and pack some stuff." Jess says, pulling Billie close to her. The blue eyed girl lets out a pitiful whine, "fuck being on time." She mumbles, pulling Jess in for a kiss, causing a laugh to escape from her lips. 

Billie just rolls her eyes and stalks over to the bed. Jess quickly gets dressed and haphazardly tosses things she may need for the rest of the day and night into a bag. 

"Jessie, c'mere." Billie says, motioning the dark haired girl over to her. She of course complies, joining her girlfriend on the bed. 

"Yes." Jessica says, with a questioning look on her face. "I missed you." Is all Billie says while she pulls Jess on to her lap. "I missed you too lovey." She says sweetly, rubbing circles on Billie's back. 

Jessica could tell her girlfriend was nervous, solely by the way Billie treated her. She was clingy and affectionate, and while the girl normally acted this way, it was doubled when she was nervous.  

"You know that no matter what happens tonight, I'm forever going to be proud of you." Jess says softly, slotting her hand in Billie's. The blue eyed girl nods, acknowledging that she understands what Jessica is saying. 

"You've come so far, and grown so much. You continue to amaze me everyday Billie, I love you." The dark haired girl adds, causing Billie to grin and pull her girlfriend in for a kiss. "I love you too baby." Billie says, tucking a stray hair behind Jess's ear. 

There's a light knock at Billie's door, it's Maggie. "Come on in mom." Billie slightly shouts, her mom walks through the door and immediately takes in the sight before her. Jess is sat on her daughters lap, their hands intertwined, and Jess has her head resting on Billie's shoulder. 

"We have to leave." Maggie says with a bit of sorrow in her voice, causing Billie to groan. "I know girls. I'm sorry to disturb you, but we really have to stay of schedule today." The older women continues, sympathizing with the two girls.

"We understand Maggie. Thank you, we're ready now." Jess says with a smile, stroking Billie's hair in a soothing manner.  

"So were in the car. On our way to the Grammys!" Jess says to her phone excitedly. She decided to vlog a bit, especially since she started filming for a video earlier that week. "Well, not really. We're actually going to hotel for hair and makeup." She continues, correcting herself. 

"I'm in the car with Billie," Jess says with a smile, pointing her phone to her girlfriend for a split second. "And miss Maggie Baird, and Patty!" She beams, showing them off, they wave.