FOR REAL, billie eilish

twenty four

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"Why is this so fucking hard?" Billie groans. It was officially announced that tour would be postponed and Billie had to make the announcement to her fans. They were in Raleigh, North Carolina tonight and it would be the last show for a few weeks. 

"That's what she said." Jess replies with a laugh, Billie sends a small glare to the pink haired girl. "Not the time, Jessica." She warns, causing her girlfriend to shrug. "You know who I am. I physically cannot take serious things seriously." She says, defending herself. 

"Trust me I know." Billie says with a smile, pulling her girlfriend in for a hug. "I can't believe we have to postpone. I feel terrible." Billie pouts, causing Jess to do the same. "I know you do baby. But it's not your fault." Jess says trying to make Billie feel better. 

This was hard for the blue eyed girl. She felt as if she was letting her fans down and she hated it. Billie felt like shit and she didn't want to have to cancel the shows. However she would rather everyone be safe and wait the virus out, than to get everyone sick and make everything worse. It was a difficult situation and Billie hated it. 

"Don't worry, we'll be back on the road in no time." Jessica says, pulling Billie in for a big, satisfying kiss. Everything would be okay, as long as they had each other. 

"I literally crashed into her." Jess says with a laugh. They (Billie and Jess) were in the middle of the group hangout. It was a normal occurrence for Jessica to join near the end, and it was definitely Billie's favorite part. So here they were, sat in front of a small group, answering questions. 

It was rare for Jess to be asked a question, seeing as the group didn't know she'd be there but someone decided to ask her one. They'd asked her to tell the story of how she and Billie met, and Jess was more than happy to oblige. 

"So we talked for a bit and Finneas comes up, out of nowhere asking me all kinds of questions." The pink haired girl smiles at the memory while readjusting herself on her girlfriends lap. "With my mom being the worried woman she is, I knew I had to get back. And before I was two feet away." Jess continues, jokingly rolling her eyes. "Finn yells my name and asks me for my Instagram." She says, with a mocking tone of shock, trying to make the story more interesting and dramatic than it is. 

The group gasps, playing in to her tone. "Did you give it to him?" One girl asks, from the back of the room. "I did," Jess nods "and it was the best decision of my life!" She adds, causing Billie to grin. 

"We've been talking non fucking stop since then." Billie chimes in, Jess nodding her head in agreement. A few more questions are asked and it's time for the hangout to come to an end. It's a bittersweet moment, seeing as this was the last one for a while. It saddened Billie that they had to postpone, this was supposed to be the best tour yet. She had her girlfriend, she had a Grammy winning album that was still high on the charts, and she had an amazing group of supporters. It was supposed to be perfect. 

"So this is the last show, for a while." Billie says into her mic to the crowd. There's a chorus of awes and sad noises, this would be hard for her fans to grasp. She knew how much these shows meant to them and she felt horrible letting them down.

"We just wanna keep everyone safe and healthy. But don't worry, we'll see each other again!" The blue eyed girl says, trying to give the crowd something to hold on to. 

"Now, before we finish, I want you guys to do something for me." Billie says, a mischievous smile on her lips. "We were supposed to be celebrating my girlfriends birthday in New York, at Madison Square Garden, but since we're postponing we can't actually do that." She continues her spiel, the crowd cheering at the mention of Jess.   

"So, I want you all to sing, as loud as you can, happy birthday to Jess!" Billie says, turning her head towards the side of the stage where Jess is. The pink haired girl shakes her head, and Billie motions for the girl to join her on stage. 

"I hate you." She mouths, it's Billie's turn to shake her head in disagreement. "Okay everyone on the count of three! One, two, three!" Billie says into the mic, the crowd joins her in the song causing Jess to slightly tear up. 

This is what Jessica lives for. Thousands of people supporting her girlfriend, Billie's arm wrapped tightly around her shoulders, and feeling so much love radiate off the blue eyed girl. Nothing could change Jessica's mind about loving Billie for the rest of her life. Not when Billie treats her like she's the only one on the planet. 

"Thank you for tonight." Jess says, turning to face Billie in their shared bunk. It was after the show and everyone was winding down and getting ready to endure a long drive home. "You're welcome baby. I love you." Billie replies, pulling Jess close to her. "I love you too, more than anything." Jess says, snuggling into her girlfriends chest. 

They fell asleep like that, close to one another both girls subconsciously thinking about their future together. Knowing full and well they'd be spending it together. Jess and Billie had a unique relationship, they knew it and were proud of it. 

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Hiya! I'm back, I mean I never really left it was just on a break. I've been struggling with we're I want to take this book and I think I have an idea (it may make y'all slightly mad at me) However, it's important to keep ball rolling and to keep the story going. 

I know this chapter is pretty shitty and very short but, there's only a few more chapters in act two then it's on to act three!! Which unfortunately will be the final act I'm planning on ten or fifteen more chapters then we'll be done! 

When I started writing this book I never had an end in mind. There wasn't a set goal I just was kinda going to write until I either got tired of the book or I felt it was a good place to end it. But now I have an idea and I hope I can execute it in the way I want. 

I don't know what's next, maybe I'll make another Billie fic or this will be my only one, I'm undecided. I do however, have a Harry Styles book in the works so that'll probably be my next priority. 

Okay thank you for reading, and supporting me. You know the drill comment and vote! And let me know your predictions, how do you think the book will end? Where will each character end up? Let me know, I love you all!